7.28 AM
My stomach hurts. It keeps growling. The hell does it want? Shut up. Gonna embarrass me if it makes noise during class.
7.49 AM
God. Save me. Spare me. Get me out of this place. My energy has been zapped. I really don't wanna be here. I don't wanna go to class. I hate being here. I'd rather be shot in my leg than go to class today. Please.
12.02 PM
This is so exhausting. I feel so dead. There's nothing I wanna do besides lying in bed. I'm so tired. I can't believe this is my life. How sad. How freaking sad.
God. Please. Please. I don't wanna be here. I don't wanna feel like this all the time.
5.34 PM
I'm so freaking tired. Of everything. Why do I even go to school? School is like a vampire. It sucks the life out of me. What do I even wanna do with my life? There's literally nothing. I'm living for exactly nothing. Suffering this much for fucking nothing. Why? Why? There's no point. I don't wanna go to school. I don't wanna work. I don't wanna stare at a wall for the rest of my life. I don't wanna do this shit for 70 years more. Everyone knows no bus is gonna hit me, no messed up creep is gonna stab me, no rock will fall from the skies and hit my head, no cancer cells want me. I'm cursed. I'm so freaking cursed. Why can't people who actually want to live have my body? My extraordinary health? Take it. Fucking take it. I don't want it.
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Dear Nobody
Ficção AdolescenteWith oblivious parents and a disinterested friend, Lisa struggles in silence as her life goes downhill and hits rock bottom. (Please read 'Note' for TWs and useless information)
