Entry 19: How I Failed

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4.58 AM
Well. Something obviously went wrong. I can't believe it. I have to go to school again? I really...? Shut up. Shut the hell up. I don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna hear anything.

7.23 AM
I can't believe this bullshit. I wanna punch someone. Maybe stab someone. Shoot them. Someone being myself. We don't have a gun. I'm not brave enough to stab myself. I can't starve to death. And for some reason I can't fucking overdose properly. Do I have organs of steel? I don't want them. Somebody else take them. Get them out of me. Jack the Ripper, do me a favor. Why is this happening? No, no, this isn't what's supposed to happen. I should not be breathing right now. Stupid shit. Stupid life. Stupid simulation. HELLO? GET ME OUT OF HERE! I will sue God. I will sue the Big Bang. I will sue evolution. I will sue life.

12.00 PM
I am not. Supposed. To be. Here. I'm not supposed to be walking down these crusty hallways as if everything is fine. Everything is not fine. Screw you. Screw you and you and you. Everyone in here. Don't look at me. I don't exist.

5.54 PM
I just don't think it's fair. I was put into this world against my will and I don't even have the option to leave. It's not right. It's evil. It's so evil.

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