The Social Gods | On Hold

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After I told Emily everything that was going on she suggested that instead of assuming that my friends have something against me that I should ask them directly. I want to. I want to be the type of person who can go up to someone and demand they tell them the truth. But, I don't think I have that type of will power. I then continued to tell Emily this and so she also recommended that I talk to my friends from London or even that I just make new friends.

I honestly don't know why I hadn't thought about my friends from London when it came to this. You see they were always giving advice. They were always good at advice sure they may not have been able to take their own advice but they were sure as hell good at giving it.

So now I'm sitting in my room listening to Arcade Fire while I am in a group chat between me, Anabelle; my roommate from London, Kelly; my best friend, and Bethany; my other best friend.

Anabelle: first of all on a scale of 1 - 10 how cute is shawn?

Kelly: God Belle! That doesn't matter! If he is playing you, you need to drop him ASAP

Anabelle: it soooo does matter because if he isn't even attractive to her than why is she even wasting her time, duh?!?!

Bethany: I agree that looks matter but that isn't the most important thing and how is she supposed to just "drop" him when they have been friends for so long tbh I think you should find out what exactly is going on and find out what your friend maddi could possibly gain from you guys being together but for now if I were you I would just distance myself a little.

Kelly: I agree with Beth u should tots keep ur space from those sneaky bitches

Anabelle: jeez Kelly could you text more like a preppy white girl with an iPhone

Kelly: but I am a preppy white girl with an iPhone...

Me: lol ana and Kelly you guys kill me and how am I supposed to spend my time if not with my friends? Plus I think Emily might be leaving here soon I have like no other friends to hang out with here

Bethany: girl if you need me to fly out to you I would in a heartbeat

Kelly: same here

Anabelle: I will buy my ticket right now if you want

Me: omg guys ilysm but I don't want you guys to have to stop and drop what you're doing because I'm having problems

Kelly: um hello! Girl! I would stop & drop everything to hang out with u even if you weren't having problems

Anabelle: just bought my ticket I land in two days

Bethany: haha I just bought mine too see u in two days girly

Kelly: ticket bought and paid for we are going to have such a good time! CAN'T WAIT!!!

Me: OMG YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!!!

Bethany: what r friends for right

Me: omg you guys have to stay at my house!!!

Kelly: duh girl

(eeeeeeeek! Two updates today!?!? I just could not wait to post this because I am so excited for Nicole's friends from London to come and see her! Just to clear up any confusion her friends all currently live in America but they all were in treatment at the same time as Nicole. How do you think Nicoe's friends from home will react to her friends from London? Also get ready, the plot is about to thicken.

No emojis because I'm not on my phone sorry :( also i had smiley face thingies in here from Word but they might not have transered correctly so if you see any "J"s or "L"s just let me know and ill come back to earse them. :)

mucho love,

TheDallasGirls)