Shawn's POV
It's been about five minutes and I still can't find her. I'm really starting to panic now. What if something happened to her. I dial her number and press call. I run my fingers through my hair trying to calm myself but it isn't working. I start to hear the bells ringing as if she's close to me. I hear ruffling of leaves so I head into the short woods next to me.
"Nicole!" I call. No response. I turn the flashlight on my phone. "Nicole! Come on let's go home!" I call again.
I turn my phone to see someone pinning someone else against a tree. But the someone else is Nicole.
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"Shawn! Shawn! Stop!" I pull away and the guy underneath my tries to crawl away. My breathe is haggard and my knuckles are on fire. Nicole is holding back my shoulder with tears down her face. "He... he didn't hurt you right?" I ask slowly ask her. She just begins to cry, I quickly stand and wrap my arms around her. "Shh it's okay now, I'm here baby. I'm here." I turn to face the guy on the ground. "If you ever so much as look at her I will fucking kill you." He rapidly shakes his head before running off.
Nicole is holding on to me so tight her nails are starting to dig into my skin. "Come on baby lets go home." I place her hands around my neck and pick her up. She cries into the croak of my neck. When we exit the woods the party is still going on. "Do you want me to drive you home or do you want to stay at my place."
She just cries harder into my neck. "Mine it is." I head to my car, lucky I drove tonight. I slide her into the passenger seat. She grabs for me but I place her hands on her lap. "Babe I gotta drive." I give her light kiss on the forehead. "Don't worry we'll be home soon." I close her door and quickly round the car.
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After a quick drive we make it to my house. I held Nicole's hand the whole time but she never looked at me. I open her car door and pick her up. "Shawn I can walk." She whispers. I nervously chuckle before placing her down. "Sorry" I mumble. She intertwines our fingers before heading towards the door. Once we are inside we head straight to my room. The house is completely dark seeing as everyone in my house is probably sleeping since its like two in the morning.
"If you want I'll sleep downstairs" I offer. I hope she says no.
"No, I really need you with me right now." She says as I close my room door. I turn around to face her and she pushes me against the door. She immediately pulls me into a kiss. Fuck. Nicole you can't just do this to me. You're killing me. I should pull away. I should give her space. Or maybe she needs this. Maybe she wants this as much as I do. I pull her closer to me. God I need her closer. She begins to tug on my hair causing me to moan into her mouth.
God how I love this girl.
I begin to walk towards my bed as she walks backwards towards it. I pick her up and throw her on the bed. She gives me the most playful laugh and I can't help but smile at her. I crawl on the bed and begin to tickle her.
"What's so funny, huh?" I ask her. Her laughter erupting through the room causes me to laugh to. "Babe stop!" She screams in between laughs. Babe? Babe. She called me babe. She just fucking called me babe. "Babe?" She stops laughing and just looks at me with such seriousness. I lean in hovering just over her lips, "say it again?" I insist.
"No." She says playfully.
"Really? Well Nicole you do realize your in my house, in my room, and laying in my bed. Now me being a gentlemen I don't want to make you sleep on the floor. But I'll -"
"You wouldn't!" she screams. I run my finger down her side. "Oh but I would." When my finger reaches her thigh I grab it gently. "So what's it gonna be babe?" I say while I slowly slide my hand up her skirt. "Babe." She whispers. "Good girl." I say as I close the gap between our lips. I slowly begin to pull down her underwear. She place her on over my hand and guides it to where she wants it. I disconnect our lips as I slide a finger into her. In return I receive a small moan.
"Fuck." Is all I can manage to say. She closes her eyes as I slide in another. I kiss her neck as I begin to move. She whimpers my name urging me to go faster, but I don't.
"I love you." I say into her ear. This causes her to remove my hand and flip us over. She pins my hands on either side of my head.
"What did you just say?" She asks sternly.
"I said I love you." I'd say it a hundred more times if she asked me to.
"Mean it?" She asks with such uncertainty in her eyes.
"With every fiber of my being. Nicole, I'm yours." As the words tumble out my mouth her lips crash on mine. She doesn't fight my when I wiggle my hands out of her grip, I wrap my arms around her hugging her into me. She has both her hands on the side of my face.
This is one of those moments you remember for the rest of your life. This moment will forever be burned into my sole. Even though she didn't say it back I can feel that she does. I can feel her saying it to me in every little movement she makes. From the movements of her tongue against mine all the way to the small circles she's lightly tracing with her thumb on my face. She may not have said the three little words but I know right here, right now that she feels them.
(Well well well what do we have here... ANOTHER UPDATE! In the case I've neglected writing for so long and I've just been in the writing mood I give to you another update. Now in the case this one came so early in not sure when the next one will be. 💁 Anyway I hope you enjoyed reading it and alsoooo I apologize for grammatical errors I know they are in there. Well this have been a sufficiently long authors note 😂 please don't forget to vote, comment, and share!💘
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