My Everything - Louis Tomlinson

Alone- Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Alone

Joanna POV

"Are you going to be ok?" Joe asked me. We were at the funeral for my mom. I was at the casket . She looked beautiful. She looked gorgeous but my mom alway's was. I nodded toward's Joe and a felt a tear crawl down my face. I quickly whipped it away.

"She was a beautiful lady."

"A wonderful mother."

"I'm so sorry for you're lose."

"I'm here if you need anything."

"Thanks You." Was all i could reply with. Just then i saw someone... someone very familiar..... the Tomlinson's.

"Joanna look how you've grown." Mrs. Tomlinson said to me. She didn't look a day over 40. She was beautiful to.

"Thank you." I smiled a fake smile. I hope Louis isn't here.

"You know i want you to come over tomorrow for dinner." She asked politely. Joe was going out to visit his friend he had in Doncaster so i might as well.

"Sure i would love to." I said.

For the rest of the funeral i would just greet people, they would tell me how sorry they are and then i would cry and cry some more.

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The Next Day

At The Tomlinson's

"It's nice to have you over Joanna. We really have missed you." Mr. Tomlinson said to me. They were alway's like a second family to me. I was alway's here with sleepover's, dinners, and much more.

"You know you're tree house is still there." Mr. Tomlinson said. I think all the girl's (Louis's Sisters) were out with there friends. They were alway's so nice. They all loved me. The twin's the most they were alway's with me and Louis. They thought one day we would get married. We alway's told them different.

I walked outside to see the tree house.

I climbed up the big tree. It was a small tree house but it was perfect for me and Louis. We were alway's up here for are annual sleepover's. You see every Friday i would sleep at is house and every Saturday he would be at mine. It was what we did. I never had one bad memory here well except for one...

Flashback

"Honey, I have to tell you something."  My mom said to me. She was looking depressed and you know she lost a lot of weight recently i hope she is ok.

"What is it?" i asked.

"I have cancer..." My mother said to me. I looked at her shocked no. She can't she is perfect she can;t have cancer. I got up and ran to Louis' house. I ran up the tree in his backyard and opened the door to our tree house and there he was snogging some girl.

I saw that and i fell off the tree. He promised me nobody other then us can go on it. He promised. But he lied.

End of Flashback

I loved this tree house so many memories. I broke my leg when i fell off the tree. I was fine after 2 months. Louis doesn't know i saw though, but i did.  I looked around it. There was everything about are past here. Everything we have ever done was here.

My diary was keep here, his was to and all our picture's. I never took it back my diary. But he could never open it because i alway's had my key on me. I looked into my wallet and pulled it out. On the key was a picture of me and Louis.

I opened the book...

May 28 2002

Dear Diary,

Louis and me decided to build a tree house. It was so much fun. We had a blast. We were getting the wood but of course Louis' dad helped we not allowed to be alone much since we went a on a boat alone together the day we met.

Sincerely, Joanna

Then i read some more.

June 14 2007

Dear Diary.

I think I love him. The way he is. Everything about him. The way he smile's. The way he walks. Everything. He is my everything. I wish one day he can see how perfect we are for each other. I love the way he sing's, the way his eye's light up when he see me. I just love him. I Love Louis Tomlinson....

Sincerely, Joanna

I flipped to my last entree...

July 9 2010

Dear Diary,

Louis is going to audition tomorrow. He is going to get in and i know it but then he is going to leave me forever, and become a big pop star. I know he said he would never forget me. But i can't help but think he would. His girlfriend Hannah called me a bitch again. She told me  how Louis doesn't like me and only friend's with me because he felt bad. I hope she's wrong. He is alway's with her now. I never see him. I miss him.

Sincerely Joanna

(PICTURE OF LOUIS AND HANNAH ON THE SIDE------>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>)

I felt a tear crawl down my eye.

"What are you doing up here?" I heard someone snarl behind me. I turned to see Louis there.

"I built this as much as you did so this is MINE to." I said annoyed.

"Well this is MY house, and MY backyard. So out...." He said.

"I was invited by you're lovely parent's." I said getting up and dusting myself off.

"Joanna I want you to leave now. I told you to never come back." He said annoyed some more.

"Louis what are you even doing here in Doncaster?" I asked. What was he doing here?

"I'm here for you're mom, she was like a second mom to me to you know."

"Well Louis if you forgot which i'm sure you did you're parent's were like a second family to me to. Now i lost my mom, i lost my best friend so they are all i have, so please leave me alone." I felt another tear role down my face.

"Joanna..." He said starting to fell sorry.

"Louis' stop trying to feel sorry for me, I heard you, you think i'm a bitch, and that i slapped you're evil girlfriend. You don't like me anymore. You love you're girlfriend. So stop feeling sorry when we both know you truly never cared about me." I said before climbing down the tree.

I walked into the house and grabbed my stuff.

"Where are you going?" Mrs. Tomlinson asked.

"I'm not feeling well so i think i will go home." I said lying through my teeth. I felt wave's of tear's forming.

I walked out of the house and into mine.

I curled up into the couch and put on The Notebook...

I felt alone, i guess that's what i will alway's be... Alone.

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