Death is all around me.
And I can't help but feel jealousy.
Thoughts that strain and rain my parade,
Envy the pain less pain you feel in the drain.
I twist and turn the corners of a smile,
Trying to override the sorrow in my bile
I'm not enjoying this home
Or my time alone
I feel I am missing the best part of life.
I accomplish a lot and still feel left behind.
No one sees the fight I fight to survive.
This world has swallowed me.
Spat me out and left me to rot.
I just want the one that's here for me.
I'm just waiting to be found.
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Brown Sugared Sunflowers
PoetryThese are poems that I've been writing for the past 10+ years. Writing always tapped into a deep part of me. I had to find what I liked and what made me, well me. Once I discovered myself, Ive felt free and unbothered. I am spiritual and I am woke t...
