Damaged (lams) [DISCONTINUED]

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I know I said the decision is up to you. Buuuuuuut I really want so fluff. Soooooooo here we go.

I didn't know how to react to this. I haven't been loved for a long time. This feeling is...new.

The things he said kinda confused me. But I knew enough to know what he truly feels about me. He wasn't being a bully because he's mean, he was just scared. I still just want to ask " What makes you think being mean will make us closer?" or " How long did you like me?" But I keep my mouth shut.

Now we are just staring. Getting lost in each other's eyes. I now noticed that his eyes were gorgeous. Beautiful brown with I hint of blue around the edges of the pupil. You could see the fear  and pain in his eyes. It's....kinda sad.

Do I love him back? Not really. I mean...he did bully me for years and caused me a lot of pain.

What should I do?

You could just leave.

Gosh voice for once I want to do something good.

Hahahaha! Never!

" T-Thank you." I whispered. He looks confused. " For What?"
" I haven't beeen loved in a long time. It feels nice to know that someone loves me."

Then,

I kissed him.

On the cheek.

And walked to the elevator and went home.

TIME SKIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was back at home, waiting for a slap in the face on a kick to the stomach. The only thing I got was silence. The house was empty. I checked every room in the house and I saw no one. This was great. I honestly didn't want to deal with him right now. Especially since I wasn't home last night. I wonder what my punishment is. No food for 3 days? Meh...he hasn't did that in a long time.

Yes. My father did stave me a couple of times.

A physical beat down? Maybe.

Cleaning the whole house? I don't know.

I try not to worry about that right now. When my father is out of the house on the morning, it means he took a day shift at work and won't be back until 5: 30.

Walking to the living room I sit in the couch and take out my phone. I check the time.

It's only 9am? Wow it's early.

I unlock my phone and tap on a yellow app. Also known as Snapchat.

I sdont really use Snapchat. I usually just talk to Lafayette and Hercules and post some of my art. That's really it. Nothing more nothing less. I'm not really a "social media person". Most of the time socializing isn't my thing.

I was about to send Peggy a picture of me with a filter but some messaged me. I read the username.

Franny162...heh..

Franny162: Hey 😀

Johnluvturtles: Ummm...who is this?

Franny162: This is Francis. Remember me?

I now reminisce of the first time I saw Francis at the library.

H-He still remembers me?

Johnluvturtles: Oh! lol! Hey Francis! How did you find me?

Franny162: I have no idea. Lol!

IM BACK!!!!!! My punishment was now over.

Also...

WHAT THE FU-!!!!!
700 reads?????????
OMG I WANT TO THABK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR READING!!!!!

Also also....

I HAVE BEEN RANKED!!

I know it's not the best on in Hamilton but I'm still happy.

Also also also!

I'm #750 in lams!!! YAAAYYYYY!!!! Once again even though it's not the best I'm still very proud of myself.

I love u all and thanks you for reading.

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