Damaged (lams) [DISCONTINUED]

Do you trust me?

John POV
Warning!!!!: ABUSE!!I'm sorry.

Francis pushes me down the stairs into the basement at his house. It was dark and large. There was only one light which was a light bulb hanging from the ceiling. It smelled like dirt and fish. The temperature was probably below zero. There was a wooden chair in the middle of the room.

I-Is that where he's putting me?

I'm on the the bottom of the stairs, on my knees, begging for him to let me go.

" F-Francis p-please!" I cry out.

" No Baby." He says softly. "You disobeyed. You must be punished." He whispers trying to help me up. I try to pull away from him but every time I tried, his grip was getting tighter. I cry even harder. I was pushed into the chair and tied up with rope. I moved my hands but the rope burned my wrist.

What is he going to do??

As I struggle to break free, Francis lifts my large hoodie over my head. Then my large shirt....then my bra. " S-Stop!" I sobbed.

Francis moves away from me and walks to the corner of the room. There was a desk there and he picked up something.
I didnt see what it was until it cut into my arm. I scream in pain. My whole arm was in pain but I knew it was only the beginning. I have never been in so much pain in my entire life. Worse than my dad! What happen to the Francis I met? The one that was wearing a purple sweater in the library reading Dork Diaries? The one that took me to the movies? The one that kissed me and gave me flowers everyday? I can't believe I was in love with a monster. But I did exactly that.

this monster is the man I fell in love with.

( THE TIME HAS SKIPPED! )

I was walking home after dealing with hours of pure torture. My whole body is full a excruciating pain that I thought the love of my life did to me. It was around 5 in the morning and I had to leave for school at 8. It was still dark out and the windy mid November hit my recent scars. I quietly cry as I walk trying not to wake anyone up. I Was finally at my house and every one was asleep.

I quietly walked to the bathroom and lock the door. Taking off my clothes I look into the mirror. I suddenly began to sob.

Alex's POV

I was standing at the front gate for John. The whole night I couldn't sleep and was just thinking about John. I want to save him. The thought about John getting hurt makes my heart turn. I feel so guilty that I didn't save him before. God...I'm so weak.

I stood there in the cold. Wait to see a freckled boy walking up to the gate. I tap my foot hoping to see a happy boy with no one touching him.

I thought John would be here on time so I wouldn't be late for class.

I had to skip first and second period.

I must really care about John to stay out in 30 degrees weather. I could feel my hands going numb and my face freezing. I was just about to wait inside until I see a red car stop in front of the gate.

I hid behind a bush that was next to the gate. It was able to cover my whole body.Peaking to the side, I see that asshole. He looks both ways and walks to the other side of the car. He opens the door for John and he walks out slowly, struggling to get out of the seat. I can see the hurt in his eyes.

" Come on Baby." Francis whispers hold John's waist. I gritted my teeth with anger. " F-Francis-"
" I know. I know. Forget about last night. Everything is going to be ok." Francis kisses his cheek and I almost jumped out of my hiding spot.

Come on Alex! Chill!!

" C-Can I walk to class by m-myself?" John ask hesitantly. This broke my heart. John is terrified by this asshole.

Francis thought for a second, nodded and walked into the school. John stood there " I know your there  Alexander." He says looking around. I sigh and pop up from the bush.

"Are you ok? Did he do anything-"

" Nothing happened. You shouldn't be worried." John interrupts with his head down and a smile on his face.

" John I'm worried as fuck! What did he do to you?" I ask coming closer. John steps back holding himself. " N-Nothing happened. What happened yesterday was just an argument."

" He smacked you John! In front of me! He hurt you! Now you're saying it was just an argument?" I confront.

" Yeah! It was an argument! Nothing happened! Maybe you should mind your own business!!"

" John..." I say softly, not wanting to yell anymore. " what did he do to you when you left the field?"

" Nothing-"

" John."

I stare into his eyes. Those beautiful green eyes looks so afraid and broken. I know John is lying. I saw him struggling to get out of the car. He stares right into mine. Tears started to form in the corner of his eyes. " H-He.."

He took a deep breath and more tears came out. His arms are rapped around his waist more tighter. " H-He drove me to his house. Then pushed me into the b-basement." My eyes widen. " H-He tied me up-"

My face fell. A little bit of tears were coming out of my eyes, but I pushed them away.

" He took m-my c-clothes off t-then.."

I suddenly couldn't take it anymore. I checked the time.

20 minutes till next period.

I pick John up and carried him bridal style. He was quietly sobbing in my arms as I run through the hallways to find a bathroom. I finally found one and went into the boys bathroom. We go into the handicap stall and I sit John on the toilet. " Shhhh...it's ok." I try to calm him down cause now he was just yelling out sobs. "

Do you trust me?" I ask him,

holding the side of his large hoodie. He nods and I slowly take off the hoodie.

" I trust you Alexander."

Those words made my stomach fill up with butterflies.

Every time I moved the hoodie, John cries in pain. Now all I saw was scars.....scars all over his arms. There were blood stains on his green shirt. I stare in shock. " T-There are more on my legs and stomach..." he stutters out.

...oh....my....god.

............what have I done.
HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!! Hope u enjoy a good meal and be thankful that u read gay fanfics! Because I'm sure am! Just a little thanksgiving chapter. I should of made it more......not rape-ish.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING! ( literally )