Damaged (lams) [DISCONTINUED]

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John POV

Alex came back to the table looking embarrassed. Everyone is staring at him. They were either surprised or smiling. Mostly the girls were smiling. I'm sorry ladies but he's mine~

Oof. That sounds weird. But it's true.

He sat back down on our table sweating. I kinda felt bad. His breakup with Eliza went pretty harsh now that everyone in school knows about it. That's the worst thing about being popular. Your business is always in someone's mouth.

" Eliza went crazy..." said Peggy with her head down. Why did she looks so full of guilt? Maybe because her sister. She might be embarrassed. I don't blame her. If Martha of Henry does that....I would be embarrassed too.

" I honestly didn't expect it to be that bad." I admitted. Eliza wasn't the type of person that would yell during an argument or break up. Or, at least I think she is. Like I said, I don't know her.

Peggy chuckled. " Oh please. Eliza's a bitch a home. One time, she screamed at me because I used her last tampon." She nervously laughs while Alex and I stare with disgust.

Your probably wondering ' John. You have a vagina. Don't you get periods too?' Yes. I do. But because I'm transgender, I prefer not to talk about it, it's uncomfortable that the fact that there is an ugly girl underneath these clothes and what it has to deal with every month. I think Alex is just uncomfortable because of him being a male in general.

Peggy's laugh slowly turned into a silent neutral face. " Sorry."

TIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMEEEEEEESKI-

" School was interesting" I choke out with chips in my mouth. I was in Alex's penthouse in his fridge while he was in the living room plugging his phone up to the tv to watch Legally Blond. I've been starting to like his place. It's nice and neat and probably 100% expensive. I never asked Alex how he got the house. I didn't want to go too far with his personal life or parents.

Peggy lives over him. She moved out of her Parents mansion. Eliza and Angelica still live there. She says her dad pays her bills until she hits college.

" Ya think?"

" I mean, it was different for me. I never had that much attention at school." I walk back in the living room with sour cream and onion chips, chocolate ice cream, three packs of skittles, marshmallows, and two Coca-Colas stuffed in my hand.

" Holy shit John we are going to get diabetes!" He walks up and helps me carry some of the snacks.

" Legally blond is 2 to 3 hours long! I'm going to die from starvation." I sit on the couch with a blanket and half of the snacks on my lap. You can call me a fatty if you want. I love food and food loves me. If I didn't have a random person out there or even Alexander as a soulmate, food is my true love. ( Mood )

Alexander sat next to me, cuddling my body. This was perfect. Cold early December day, cuddling with my boyfriend, watching musicals, and eating junk food. This is the life I want to live.

The Musical started with the song " Oh my gosh you guys!" I was lip singing the words and dialogue to the song. I love this musical.

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" THAT WAS AMAZING!" I shout after we watched the musical " In The Heights" our fifth musical today.

" Don't act surprised that it was good when you watched it 300 times." Alex laugh, who was on the floor with tears in his eyes still crying about Miranda the Musical when his son dies. The first time I watched it I cried for a week.

I joined him on the floor and snuggled next to him while he looked for another. Suddenly there was a ding from the elevator. The doors open up to my fellow yellow friend. " PEGGY!" I cheered running to her.

" What up gays?" Peggy ran to where we were sitting and sat on the couch. She saw the opened junk food on the side of the couch and grabbed the chips.

" Wait, don't you mean-" Alexander started. But he was quickly interrupted by Peggy's mouth full of food.

" Did I fucking stutter?"

" Peggy watch this musical with us!" I said fast trying to change the subject. She nodded, took off her high tops, and got underneath the blanket.

" Ok. Our next musical, Carrie." Alexander introduced before he pressed play.

Carrie is one of my favorite musicals. It might be and " off broadway" musical, but the music is still beautiful, and the characters are hilarious. ( seriously me. Watch it. It's goooood. )

This is how I spend my evening. I didn't even go home. We all fell asleep in the middle of watching " Wicked" at around 12:30 am. I was to tired to walk home, so Alexander insist I sleep in his bed, Peggy sleeps in the guest room and he sleeps on the couch, but I wasn't having it. I said if he does get in that bed with me I would leave and walk home. So he finally gave and I slept with his warmth all around my body.

I doubt my father really cares about where I am unless my siblings get on his nerves or he is too lazy to cook anything. I texted Henry, my younger sibling about that I was spending the night with Alex. He said ok and to me him and Martha will try to make the younger ones behave.

Let's just say.......today was amazing.

I just hope everyday is just like this one.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXANDER HAMILTON!!!!!! 🎊🎉🎁🎉🎊🎈🇺🇸

Sorry it took so long to update.....school is hELl!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!