Barbed Wire Tattoo - Jungkook gang au

6 - Pictures

CHAPTER SIX

In 24 hours I have joined my rival gang, learned my best friend has been a rat for 2 years, learned that Yugyeom is also some weird stalker sent by my father to make sure Amphis doesn't steal me away. But none of that hurts as much, or bothers me as much as the fact that I've been clueless for 2 whole years. I feel useless, stupid, gullible; if these men and my very own best friend are able to tail me and go behind my back for 2 whole years without me even getting a fraction of a hint, then who's to say someone else, someone smarter can't do worse. I didn't realize how much this was going to mess with my mental health until now. I smashed my phone, destroyed it so I couldn't be traced. But I've already called Yugyeom and he probably already traced it.

The only person I've let talk to me is Taehyung, because he's the only one that I don't find threatening. But shit, with my luck he's probably the craziest one out of all of them. Nothing could surprise me anymore.

I was walking around the giant house, looking down every hallway, staring at every picture. I was thinking of how all these men got together, all from different families and different backgrounds. These men chose to be in this line of work, I didn't and maybe that's why they are all better than me. If I'm thinking positively, which I rarely have been lately, this entire experience has brought my ego from a 900 to a 1. I guess Amphis is not only better at being what I have been trained my entire life to be, but they are also very good at humbling you. Every picture that showed them all smiling together just ripped another hole through my chest, I've never taken a family photo, in fact I don't even think I've taken a photo of myself, except my driver's license, and school I.D. I really am pathetic.

One picture caught my eye, Jungkook and a little girl. She was clinging to his leg with a toothless grin, he was smiling bigger than I've ever seen before. She had cute pigtails and messy bangs, chocolate smeared on her face; she looked nearly identical to him. I smiled to myself seeing such a happy picture, it made me jealous that I was an only child, and a lonely one.

"That's my little sister." I jumped at the voice that suddenly appeared very close to my ear.

"She is very cute." I said in monotone. I was refusing to make eye contact with him.

"She went missing 2 years ago. She's probably cuter now, since she should have front teeth by now." I turn to look at him, being met with Jungkook's glossy doe eyes.

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry."

We said it in unisone, except the meaning behind our apologies were very different. I stared at him for a little while longer waiting for him to speak, but he seemed to just stare back at me. It wasn't weird eye contact, for some reason it felt like we were communicating through just our eyes. For a second I forgot what he's done, once I remember I look down and back at the picture.

"I know it's weird, you're rivals. The people you were taught to hate are now protecting you. On top of that they have been tailing you for years. It's hard to believe people like Hoseok, but we've seen him be right. We've seen his words come to life and I don't know what it is about you, but I'm starting to see it." His voice was softer and nicer than I've ever heard. His usual cocky attitude hasn't been around very much lately. In a way I miss him just being an asshole.

"I can't save you guys like Hoseok thinks I can. If I couldn't even catch onto being tailed for 2 years, I can't do anything."

"You found that girl, in the closet. None of us would have found her and she would of died in that house. You saved her." Jungkook's eyes were searching for mine, trying to make me look at him for longer than a second or two, but I couldn't.

"How am I supposed to help you guys? Nothing is happening to you, except maybe in a few days if my father finds out where I am." I laugh sarcastically as I finally meet eyes with Jungkook, he looks broken and sad. "I don't trust you, any of you. You have all ruined any hope or confidence I had. Tell Hoseok to find some other mafia jesus." I turned to walk back toward the guest bedroom but he grabbed my wrist.

"What will make you trust me?" I slowly looked back at his pleading eyes.

"I know nothing about any of you."

"Then get to know me."

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THE CONCERT WAS BEAUTIFUL I SPENT JOON'S BIRTHDAY WITH HIM AND HE SAID WE WERE ALL HIS BIRTHDAY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! UWU IM DEAD DECEASED MY LUNGS HURT