Permanent Scars

02.

Ayanna Watson
8:39 PM

" You look good girly." I chuckled as I did a 360 spin in my full body mirror that was against a wall in my room fixing the last little pieces of my outfit.

I was actually excited to be going out tonight , even though I was nervous  because I wouldn't know anybody...It just felt good to actually be getting all dressed up.

Back in California I never really went out much , the girls were nice there. But I always felt that I didn't need anyone else's presence to " fit in ".  Yea I had my few friends and all the people that I spoke to and knew but I wasn't the type to be sticking my nose in everyone's business.

Pulling my phone out from my crossbody bag I unlocked it and went straight to the camera making a few cute poses and snapping a couple pictures. I slightly smiled to myself as I scrolled through the pictures , finding the ones that were cute to me.

Just as I was about to post them , I was interrupted by Jamar calling. I slide my finger across the phone answering and placing him on speaker.

" You here Mar' ? " I asked some starting towards my bag and picked up my jacket turning my lights off.

" Yea c'mon I decided to stop at the store before coming to get you so we kinda pressing fa' time." He responded , hearing a slight bit of irritation in his voice.

" Alright I'm coming...You good Mar ? " i asserted furrowing up my eyebrows a bit as I came out my room closing the door behind myself and started down the steps.

" I'm straight. Just make sure you remind me not to fuck with a dumb bitch again." He smacked his lips before letting out a small chuckle.

I tried to refrain myself but I couldn't help but to bust out laughing hearing him on the other cursing me and saying to hurry up as he hung up.

As I came down the stairs I seen my mom and Auntie Millie laying  on the couch both knocked out as " Stewart Little " played in the background.

" Awnnn." I softly cooed before walking over to them and kissed both their cheeks and turned off the tv. Soon after I was rushing out the door and locking it behind me.

I damn near ran to Jamar's car , opening the door of his all black BMW and got in immediately buckling  up. He looked over at me giving the deadliest look ever before shaking his head and pulling off from infront of my house.

" That shit wasn't funny Yanna , this luh silly bitch really tried to play me mane'." He focused back up on the rode and turned back up his music. I reached my hand forward turning it back down symbolizing that I wasn't finished with this conversation.

" What exactly did this ' luh silly bitch ' do ? " I asked slightly mocking his accent causing him laugh.

" Ion even sound all like dat . She tryna pin this baby on me knowing she been fucking with somebody else. Tuh ' nigga I always strap up." His grip onto the steering wheel got tighter which he usually does when he's nervous.

" A BABY !? " I shouted at him making a face. If  Auntie Millie knew Jamar was out here getting " silly bitches " pregnant she'd be beating his  ass.

" Yea a baby nigga , and she ain't gone know cause you or me not gone tell her." He shot me a look glaring at me a bit.

" Fine , but once you find out if that baby is really yours...You better tell her mothafucka." I pointed towards him and slightly rolled my eyes.