Permanent Scars

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Omniscient
Baton Rouge , Louisiana ; 6:15 PM

After the baby shower everyone had went home  , Kentrell and Ayanna took that night to both discuss their fathers. He mentioned to her about his father being in jail and wishing he had a bond with him. Ayanna on the other hand , she wasn't letting up , her father wasn't around and she wasn't gone allow him around.

Her father himself had different plans though , he wanted to be apart of his daughter and his grand daughters life. Antonio would honestly do anything to have that back

Anyone would...I guess he was 14 years to late for Ayanna . She just wanted peace and she wanted to be happy with her little family she had. In her eyes , Ayanna didn't need anybody else but the people who stood around.

But honestly deep down in her heart she knew she wanted and needed her father in her life. She didn't talk about it , to keep from hurting herself but she knew she wanted her in life. That was all she needed to feel like she was complete..she was heart headed. Her heart was telling her one thing and her mid was telling her another.

Ayanna and Kentrell were driving down the rode , they had both just came from her last of many  doctors appointment she's had. Baby Kind was doing just well , now all they had to do was wait for her arrival. Over the past almost two years they spent together , they both had finally been happy.

Consistently happy at that , they had their moments within themselves. But the most important thing for them both that they were happy together. No one could ever change that , Kentrell wore a smile he thought he never would. That made Ayanna heart melt , the fact that she was able to step into his life and help him in his healing process.

He was definitely helping her with hers , it was always important to have a great support system when you were transitioning into living your best life. They had each other , and from the way they told it they always would.

" 5 more weeks and she'll be here." Ayanna chuckled and gave a small smile. Kentrell pulled up at a red light and faced Ayanna placing his hand on her stomach.

" You ready ? " He asked gripping up onto his steering wheel with his free hand. That was the question she hated for people to ask , she wasn't ready. But she knew her baby was the biggest blessing she would ever receive. Ready or not , this baby was going to enter the world and change her life for the better.

" No...but I guess I gotta get ready." She laughed and looked over at Kentrell giving him her honest answer. He nodded and shrugged his shoulders.

" That's how it was with Kayden...I was young then. Didn't know what I was doing but I got it together and just did what I had to." He said before seeing the light change and drove back off.

" You the best dad ever no cap slime." Ayanna laughed looking over at Kentrell as he drove. She watched him seeing the grin on his face get wider. She spoke all facts , anybody who knew Kentrell knew he was going to make a way for his kids. Going to give them the world they deserved and everything else.

" Trust me you got this being a momma shit on lock too mane'." He pulled onto the freeway and looked over at her quickly seeing her nodding and faced back up on the rode. As he stepped down onto the gas a little more , he turned up the radio.

" Solar Eclipse " played aloud , as he drove and continued to make his way back towards the house. He was taking her home , and heading back to the studio with the boys. Little did they know somebody had a surprise for them..

Antonio Watson ; [ Ayanna's Dad ]

Slowly walking throughout the huge house , I looked around seeing all the pictures and different designs around the house. At least this nigga had some money...if he was gone be taking care of my baby girl. The least he could was do it the right way.