" Came to the top of the mountain like a lion
I'm tryna see what the business
Came from the block and right now it's that time
I made it out of the trenches
Never look back, I ain't pressin' rewind
Thank God for the way that I'm livin'
I never slipp...
" You just saying that shit Yanna , you don't wanna leave mane'." I smacked my lips and closed my eyes again. She was tryna make shit look good , Ian gone force shawty if she ain't up for it.
" No I'm for real...I don't wanna be here anymore." She mumbled out , I could hear her voice cracking which mean I had to prepare for the water works. I sat up removing my head from her lap and gently pulled her into my lap.
It had been like this all day , she wasn't taking this shit well had all. I didn't expect her to , Yanna had some good in ha' heart...but let's be real she wasn't hard body like that.
I done seen people getting they life taken away from them since I was 4 years old. That shit had become normal to me..for her it was different. It was actually her who almost had her life snatched away.
" I should have never left to begin with...If I stay here I feel like something bad is gonna happen again." She said starting to play with her hair.
" What about yo mom and aunt ? They ain' finna let you just run off with me. Like you said , it's need a lot of talking about." I was holding her up in my lap gently , making sure not to wrap my arms around her to tight.
" Kentrell I said I'm going and that's it...I can't be here no more I can't do it." She she slightly yelled at surprising me a bit.
" Say' watch who you yelling at." I said to get in the calmest voice possible. She quickly mad eye contact wit me and rolled her eyes.
" Like I said...I'm going." She mumbled lowly before slowly leaning back up against my chest. I chuckled and shook my head placing my chin against her good shoulder.
I wasn't even going to argue with her no more...If she wanted to go , I was gonna do everything in my power to get her there. Leaning over I kissed her cheek gently and went back down to looking in my phone.
We was sitting in peace for a minute until her mom came knocking on the door. She opened it and she was standing at the door. It took Yanna a few seconds to look up.
" Stink somebody downstairs to see you. It's this boy...Red."
Red
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I couldn't stand Ayanna not answering my calls so I just decided to get up and go see her. The entire drive to her house I was thinking about what I would say to her.
I was wrong for everything that had happened , this happened to her cause of me. But I was sorry and I couldn't lose shawty . I was gone keep her mane'.
Her mom had just answered the door , I told her who I was and that I was here to see Yanna. She didn't look to fond of me , her face was frowned up something similar to what Yanna's looked like when she was mad.
" Mm...I'll go get her." She spoke shutting the door in my face. I sighed and stood there on the porch collecting my thoughts.
It took a minute but finally she came to the door. I started at her for a minute , she wouldn't even look up at me. I sighed rubbing my hands down my face.
