" Came to the top of the mountain like a lion
I'm tryna see what the business
Came from the block and right now it's that time
I made it out of the trenches
Never look back, I ain't pressin' rewind
Thank God for the way that I'm livin'
I never slipp...
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My heart literally dropped seeing my father walk inside of this room. You hadn't showed up the past 14 years , and now you wanna pop up at my baby shower ? Who the fuck even told him where it was? I didn't want him here and I didn't care what I had to do he would be leaving.
I had the best relationship with my father until I was about 5. It's so crazy cause I was daddy's little girl , then he went ghost. He took over the streets and dropped his family and his responsibilities for some money. Never in my life would I forget how that shit made me feel.
Like I was nothing , my own dad just up and left. Until this day my mom tells me that it ain't my fault and trust me I know it isn't but he really had the nerve to show his face ? Immediately turning my attention over towards my mom she had the same facial expression as I did.
She tried her best to get in contact with my dad after he left but it failed. He wouldn't answer any phone calls , all his friends he usually hung out keeping telling her she didn't know where he was. It was all I lie though , and I knew it.
That's the last thing I wanted for my baby girl , for Kentrell to just be up and out of her life as he pleased. I wanted her to have everything I didn't with my dad. Speaking of Kentrell , I never really mentioned my dad to him. I did a few times , but it was never really something we had big conversation about it.
All he knew was he wasn't around and I didn't care for him to come back around either.
" Yo' dad ? Ian' never met this nigga a day in my life." Kentrell smacked his lips and looked over at me , I looked back at him and slightly rolled my eyes.
" Yea that's him." I bluntly said feeling my anxiety shoot through the roof. Turning back over towards my dad he was scanning throughout the room , it was crazy how much we actually looked alike.
" I'll be back." I stared and sighed before walking off from Kentrell and over to my mom.
" Why is he here ? " I asked her in the calmest voice posssible. I had finally realized that he was looking directly over at us. He had this smile on his face.
" I don't know but he's got some fucking nerve." She cursed out and took a sip from her champagne glass and started to storm off and over towards him.
" Who the hell is that ? " Miss Sherhonda asked turning up her face and turned towards my dad. I rolled my eyed and shook my head.
" My dad." I said watching her eyes definitely buldge out of her head. Turning my attention back towards my mom , I could see her and my dad in the corner of the room. They looked like they were arguing, her finger was pointed dead in his face.
" I'll be back mama." I looked over at her and leaned over giving her a slight hug before making my way over to both of them.
Everyone was around talking and eating. Some of the kids were playing. Tee Lee was standing in front of the venue with Khari preparing for the next baby shower. As I made my way over to them , I looked back at Kentrell.
