Permanent Scars

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Ayanna Watson
••• 7:37 PM

The van pulled up in front  of the house , I was already out of my seatbelt. I was beyond ready to hear the lame ass excuse he was going to give me this go round. Charlie came around to the back and slide the van door open. Kentrell went to get up , but I immediately stepped over him and got out.

" You could have waited mane'." He smacked his lips and stepped out behind me. Everyone started to trail out behind us.

" Aye' ion wanna hear nun of that shit wit y'all tonight dawg." Joe stated and wrapped his arm around TeeLee. I glared back at him and rolled my eyes.

" Shut up." TeeLee reached over and popped him on his lips. He held his bottom lip and mugged her.

Ignoring them both ,'I continued to the door and unlocked it before going inside  and made my way up the stairs. Of course Kentrell was right behind me . I felt his grab onto my wrist making me stop in the middle of the stairs.

" What Kentrell ? " I snapped at him and snatched my hand back from him. I hadn't noticed that I completely raised my voice.

" Aye' watch who the fuck you talking to." He snapped back at me knitting his brows together. I smacked my lips and placed my hands on my hips.

" No you watch you grabbing on. You ain't shit Kentrell ! " I said to him hearing the front door close. We looked up seeing Montana closing the door with Tracey behind him.

" What chu mean' Ian shit ? All this shit I done did for you and us ? Now Ian shit." He laughed and hiked up his sagging pants.

" That's what I said right ? You rather fuck every other bitch then be loyal to the girl who literally GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR YOU !  " I yelled back at him feeling my breathing pattern become faster.

" Aye Aye' calm down." Montana spoke up rushing up the stairs and grabbed onto Kentrell jacket pulling him back away from me.

" You'n even know what you talking about Ayanna." He smacked his lips and waved his hand in my face. I mugged it before smacking it down.

Typical for him to sit here and lie. Instead of being honest with me and telling me exactly what it was. I hated that about these LITTLE ASS BOYS , I called myself dealing with. If you knew you wasn't ready for what you promised me , you should have made the damn promise !

" If this relationship shit ain't for you say that ! You texting Star telling her , " she know who that pussy belong to ". Go be with them Kentrell." I spoke up and continued making my way up the stairs.

" I'm done with this shit. You not finna treat me like no basic ass bitch cause I'm far from that. You should have kept Jania if that's what you wanted." I said one last time before opening the door to our bedroom and went inside slamming it behind me.

Once I made it inside the room I made sure to lock the door. Sitting down on the edge of the bed , I looked down at my hands seeing them shaking. Feeling a lump in my throat , I immediately started to cry placing my hands over my face.

It sucked loving somebody who you knew loved you , but they can't do right by you. I'm not gone say he doesn't love me...I can't say that. But I was tired of being thrown under the rugs. I wasn't gone allow his to put me through hell and back when I knew what I deserved.

Placing one of my hands over my stomach , I begun to wipe the tears from my face. I could hear him tussling and fussing  with someone by the door.

" The fuck you doin hea' mane. My girl in there dawg." He causing me to look up at the door.

" Nah Kentrell..you keep blowing me off for this bitch. She need to know about me." I heard a female voice causing me to make a face and stand up from the bed.