Permanent Scars

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Jamar Watson
— 2 weeks Later , Baton Rouge Louisiana
•••• 8:17 AM

I sat in the back of the van ,'I was in as we drove through the streets of BR. Today was my mama funeral and Ayanna and YB pulled a few strings so I could put my mama to rest. Past two weeks been stressful as fuck , in that prison only person I could think about was my mama.

Ian' even get to say nothing to her before she passed. Fuck saying anything I wasn't even in her presence and that shit was really killing me...but I had made the choice I made and I had to face my consequences.

I'd be back at the prison in three days , they requested the three days for my mothers funeral. These people in this same van would be here to get me Monday after and take me back to the county jail where they transfer me to the bigger prison.

" Which house is it ? " The woman driving asked as she pulled down my moms street. Looking up as my cuffed hands sat in my lap , I seen the house that had a whole bunch of people outside already knowing it was ours.

Everybody's heads had turned once they seen my van pulled up , a whole smile came across my face. It had been so long since I seen these mothafucka's I was damn near finna' cry.

" Say' that's Mar." I heard Kendell call out as the van pulled up in front of my house. Scanning throughout the window I seen Kentrell and Ayanna making there way out the house. She was so fat now , lil' baby had her growing.

Last time I talked to her was a couple days ago , she thought I was upset with her about my mom passing. I wasn't mad at her , there was nothing she could do about it...either way it went. I knew my mama time was coming to an end...and like Yanna' said you can't question God and his choices.

" Mr. Watson , we'll be back in three days. You are to stay in the state kof Louisiana. You have your ankle monitor on , it will beep and let us know if you try to make a run for it." The woman officer spoke up as she reached behind me starting to take the handcuffs off of me.

" I got it." I sighed and rubbed my hands over my face once they were released. She handed me some paper work and I opened the door on the van getting out. All eyes was on me...

" Y'all missed me." I slightly chucked closing the door behind me. Looking ahead I seen Ayanna and she had seen me , Kentrell was holding her hand she pulled away from him and started to run her big ass over to me.

I laughed meeting her half way and she threw her arms around me . Wrapping my arms arounnd her I hugged her back and her big ass stomach keeping us kind of separate.

" Damn Yanna , you fat girl for real now." I laughed pinching her cheeks. She chuckled a little before I started notice she had tears in her eyes.

" I told you we wasn't doing this crying stuff no more." I chuckled and wiped her face.

" I just missed you." She finally spoke up starting to frown a little. YB and them started to surround us. Everyone made there rounds with me as we hugged and greeted each other.