Too Far, Too Fast (Austin Mahone fanfiction)

Over Again

Over Again

I park the car the closest I can, and get out, walking towards the house. The music gets louder every step, and by the time I make it to the door, my head is pounding and my nostrils are burning at the horrible stench of drugs. I cover my mouth, knowing i shouldnt be breathing these kinds of things and try to get in but someone stops me. "HEYYYY..." He slurs. I try to push Chase away but he's stronger than I am. "LET GO, CHASE." I glare. He laughs and holds me closer. I bring my knee up and hit him. His grip releases me, and he crouches down, grasping his will to live. I cover my mouth again and look around for the one person I came here for. If Dave sees him, he's so dead. And worse if the media sees.

"Hey, Lesley!" Yells Jace. I whip my head and see him round the corner with a cup in his hand. "You came." I nod. "Why does it smell so bad in here? If one of Cabriales' neighbors comes outside, ya'll busted." He laughs. "Call Mendes up. He can stop this party like nothing." I shake my head. "Mendez has had enough trouble. I'll just call like a normal person."

"Alright. Who you looking for?" He takes a sip of his drink and starts to laugh, pointing behind me with his finger. "Was that you?" I turn around and see Chase still trying to stand straight, grabbing his prized possesion. I chuckle. "It wouldn't be the first. I was actually looking for-" I get cut off by some one bumping into me and almost making Jace and I fall down. But thankfully, Jace catches me. I bring my hand up to my mouth when that awful stench returns. "Watch it, du-" I stop my sentence when I find the person I've been looking for,coming down the stairs with an arm slung around a red head. Totally fake one, at that.

"LESLEY! You came, baby!" He pushes the girl away and comes to hug me. But before he can, I stop him, stepping away from Jace. "DON'T. We're leaving. Now." I grab his hand and start pulling him away, till he pulls me back and pulls me into him. "But I told Ally it was her turn after Brenda. I got to keep this going. If I feel like it, i'll give you the best time of all," he whispers the last part, causing a blush to appear on my cheeks.

"No, Austin we gotta go drop you off cause I'm supposed to babysit Damian tonight." He groans and lets me go. "Ugh! You talk to much." He grabs red head and kisses her, right infront of me. My heart churns and I think I even hear it break a slight bit. I turn around and say bye to Jace, as I leave out the door. I've been too emotional lately so I don't even think twice before I start crying in my car as soon as it turns on. I cry about everything: my pregnancy, broken heart, wasted dreams, late parents. But mostly what I just saw right now. I mean, even though the baby is still in a small ball, he or she's little heart might've broken a little too. I felt it in my stomach. Like someone punched me. I still feel it right now, as I'm grasping my stomach. I can't hold it anymore as I dial the first number on my call list under "AmeRobert".

The phone rings, but its quickly answered. "Yellow?" And I start sobbing again. "Yo, Lee? What's wrong, chica?" I sniffle a bit till I answer. "Can you pick up Austin's truck at Cabriales' house, if they let you? I still have to pick up Damian from Jake's. I came to pick up austin, cause he sounded drunk and he... he just... I can't say it!" I bang the steering wheel, and jump when the passenger door opens and someone sits down. I scream and drop my phone before attacking the suspect. Punching and thrashing, I grab their wrists, and pin them on the seat, straddling their body till i got contol and they gave up.

"Ow! You're fucking strong, What the hell do you eat?" Slurs the body underneath. I groan and slap the suspect across the head. "Seriously, Austin. You can't just climb in my car like that. I can die from a heart attack."

"Apparently that's not the only thing that you can die from," he smirks and his eyes dance with amusement as they stare up at me. I quirk an eyebrow. "The only thing stopping me from kicking your ass is the fact that you're drunk." I warn him.

He chuckles. "That explains why were in this very familiar position." It takes me a really long staring contest to determine what he's telling me. And when I do, I quickly climb off of him, but realize his grip on me is strong enough to hold me in place. He grabs my shirt, crumbling it from the back, pushing me closer. I try to stop him but I realize it's only in my mind, my body is no longer in my control, but in his. As soon as my abdomen is close to his face, he leans forward and plants a small kiss on my tummy, above the waistband of my jeans and to the right of my bellow button. My face goes pale at this small action, scaring me to death. Does he know about...

No. He can't. But Robert noticed. He can, too.

I gasp and climb off of him. Robert! I grab the phone off the floor and bring it up to my ear. "Hello?!"

"Lesley! What the fuck! I've been calling and calling your name for the past twenty minutes. Who was it? I'm about a few feet from Carbiales' house, where are you-" he stops as I hear booming music. "Nevermind. I see you." I turn in my seat, seeing Robert coming this way. I turn to Austin to ask for his keys but he's asleep. I lower down the window and search through his pockets till I find his keys with a mickey mouse keychain. I almost laugh, but shrug and pass them to Robert. I point to Austin's truck and tell him that I'll pass by tomorrow morning and drop off Austin. After he leaves, I turn to Austin and see he's fallen asleep.

Chuckling to myself, I drive out of the neighborhood and back into the streets, heading to my house. I'd rather save him Michelle from a lesson. But it's not like I won't give him one. I turn into my driveway and get off. I slap Austin's face, having no affect on him. His phone starts to ring and I search mindlessly for it. I find it in his butt pocket, but you wouldn't believe how weird it might've looked.

The screen reads three missed calls from... cue the jealousy... Camilla, and two texts from Michelle. Without thinking it, I answer. "Hello?" I speak into the phone. The line is silent for a moment till someone answers. "Is Austin there?" I almost laugh at her tone, she's mad. "He's knocked out, literally. Would you like to leave a message?" I love this. But at the same time, I don't.

"Can you just tell him I called and that I already fixed his stuff in his house," she answers. Before I can say 'yes', she hangs up. I water bottle catches my eye, before I throw it on Austin, waking him up. "Dude! Not cool." He starts to open the door, but falls face first in the concrete driveway, murmuring and 'ow'. I laugh, and get out of the car, rushing to his side as he starts to get up. I help him up, and start walking towards the house, opening it up and pulling Austin upstairs. He sure is heavy. I lay him on the couch in my room closing the door behind me. I stare at him for a while and decide to change his clothes. I did pour a whole water bottle on him. I leave my room, going towards the dryer to get some of Bryce's clothes since he's not back yet.

I start with his shoes and jeans, pulling them down and putting on some of Bryce's shorts.

Then with his shirt and jacket, replacing it with a t-shirt. I covered him up and went to change in my bathroom, and knocked out as soon as I hit the sheets. Knowing that everything was gonna start all over again.

~•~

You have every right to be upset. But it's been horrible for me these past few days. I got my wifi taken away for a week, just cause I wanted privacy. my parents have been getting in countless fights. and I'm getting ill. I have insomnia so the doctors giving me pills for now. But they don't seem to be working. Insomnia is when you're having trouble sleeping. and the doctor thinks I might be depressed so if the pills don't work, I'm going to a psychiatrist. I've been really stressed lately. and then I have summer reading project that consists of tons of essays, vocabulary and a bunch of other crap. and I need to finish it in two weeks, cause I just got it on Tuesday at my registrations, where I changed my schedule.

I'm sorry if it's short. but I'm not allowed to use the internet much, or drink caffeine.

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Lesley is being so calm.

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