One thing I've learnt is you can't save everyone, you can come and go and try and stay up all night and put their emotions before yours. You argue and try your hardest but at the end of the day you can't save anyone who ultimately doesn't want to be saved. Otherwise they'll just drag you down, you'll think your swimming them to safety but all their doing is popping your life vest so you drown with them. You need to understand that when they want to be saved they'll come around , I can't carry someone's life in my hands, I need a love where I don't need to worry if he'll stop talking to me tomorrow or if he manipulates my emotions to make me guilty when he's in the wrong. I can't be with someone who makes me feel like shit every night. Who makes me question my worth 24/7. We all need a love where they ask if your okay, where they put their emotions aside at times when you feel low and they try to make you happy whenever your mad and if that ever happens, i will appreciate it because it's shit appreciating someone who sees one flaw above 99 rights
