My father has the tendacy of saying I love you when he's intoxicated with alcohol,
He looks for love in the homes of other women who satisfy him in ways my mother cannot,
A daughter should never have to beg her father for a relationship but after 6 unanswered calls I remind myself you do not want a relationship,
You do not want a daughter with the characteristics that you have embedded inside of me,
We have the same demons carved perfectly within us, we are the same people. I say I do not want you. I cannot know a man so monstrous. But I know that sad truth, if i were to chose mother or you. I know the truth. Why did you create a being who will soon be possessed by your madness, your demons, until she turns into you completely
A monster
