8th Member [lee chaewon]✔️

heaven

-inspired by julia's song heaven

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i cried and cried in my room, locking myself. it was true all they said was true, but i never listened

he was cheating and broke up with me first because i never gave him what he wanted. he broke me into pieces while he was standing high and tall

our relationship was only one-sided, it was me who only was devoted to this sad and tragic relationship

my heart it hurts, more then i want it to

thought i want to stay strong for the group and the fans, i just can't. i can't stay strong anymore. the tears will rush in and i will break in front of everybody

and i hate that. why not let's just put up a facade and roll with it

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(concert in seoul)

everything was going on nicely until i spotted someone familiar in the distance. no it wasn't my family but...... him

tears brimmed my eyes as i walked around the stage away from that spot and him

everyone in the group knew about my break up also the fans but what they didn't know was that i still love him, a lot

they thought i was strong and moved on but no. life had to be hard on me a let my heart and mind keep on going to, Vernon

(a/n: yes vernon is a bad person here and only here. he is such a fluff ball, that i live for in svt, btw he is my bias wrecker. like he just wants to destroy my fake love life with hoshi so much, like i will die. k i will stop ranting — we may continue the story)

after the Go Go performance it was time for is to change and get ready

i went to the toilet for a 'bathroom break' but actually went to cry. he just had to come back while i was healing myself with the mental wounds he left me with

since my cries were loud and filling the quiet bathroom, i didn't here someone opening it (obviously cause i didn't lock it)

once the person called out to me, i felt like my world stopped working and stopped for a second

"jungkook," i hiccuped trying as hard as i can to stop myself from crying even further but failed to my avail

he hugged me and comforted me without a single word

"don't cry. jungkook is here" i felt bad for wetting his clothes so i pulled back

"i wet your shirt" he shook his head and hugged my again asking to let the tears go and cry

which i did, but a bit too much

a big wet stain was visible in his shirt which we laughed off

"there's the Chaewon, i know" he caressed my cheek while smiling. my cheeks turned pink and my heart picked up it's pace

(a/n: stay in my line, IM liKe bObO kERenin Oww, let's go Na Na Na NA Na Na Na Na NA NA Na)

i pecked his cheeks and left for the second performance completely forgetting about the whole Vernon and crying thing

the concert ended successfully without me crying anymore since jungkook was there

-end-

heres a post since a big storm came to hk and i have no school tmr, and i finished this in 1 hour soooo

love ya'll

sorry for the late chapters 💓

©soojin