Unexpected love [Petekao Fanfic] ON HOLD

An Accident

This should be the last time I'll have to put a waring about depression. This chapter is more of geting out of this mindset, but it could still maybe make some people uncomfortable. I've never been depressed so this could be so different and wrong from the reality, but I'll try to make it reasonable.I'm kinda happy because I can write more happier chapters from now on. And as always, you can find suicide hot lines in my chapter 'something important'.Thank you all for being understanding and patient with this story, I really appreciate it.

Kao's pov.

"Weakling! Loser! Nobody! Fag!"

Make it stop!

"What are you going to do? Go cry like a little girl? Hahahha!"

Please, make it stop!

"You're a disgrace! You're disgusting! I can't bare you at all! I, no we hate you!"

Make it stop....

"Just kill yourself and make our lives easier! "

...please...

"AAAAAHHHHHH!"

I woke up screaming. Maybe taking a nap wasn't the best idea. I thought it would make it a bit better if I rested for a bit, but it just worsened, and mom and sis went out, so they can't really help me right now.This is what I always feared of, that something like this would happen again. Why am I always the target?
Why is it so bad if I'm gay?
I'm still a human.
Why do I have to be treated like trash?
It's not my fault I'm like this. But it only affects me, not others, so why do they act as if I'm the bigest monster in the world. I just feel worse!!! I need to talk to someone.
'Maybe I could call San?'

'Why would she want to talk with you?'

'Because she's my friend...'

'As if.'

'It's true though, she said...'

'She lied! When will you understand that they're all just lying to you! All they do is deceive you,...us! They all played with our feelings! They just used us for entertainment! Can't you understand! You're just worthless!
'But..'

'There's no 'but'. We both know what they did to us! No one loves you! They all hate you, they want you to commit suicide so that they don't have to dirty their hands with your blood!! All of them are liars, traitors!

'...'

'But don't worry Kao, I'm here. Just do as I say and I'll make all the pain go away....'

'...'

'So why don't we start off by...'

'No...'

'Excuse me, what did you just say?'

'I said NO!'

'What are you trying to...'

'NO! I won't let you ruin my life anymore! I already made a mistake by trusting you before, but it won't happen again!'

'You can't, you...'

'I can and I will. I won't let you control my life anymore! I have a loving mother at my side! A wonderful sister, and great friends!! And you won't take it away from me!! No mather what you do I won't let you win anymore!! I have people that love me and care for me and I won't do something dumb and risk losing that!

'... ughhhh!!! Why do you have to be so stubborn! ! Why can't you just let me win!!!! UGHHHH!!!I'll let you go for now, but don't think you got away from me so easily!!!'
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It stopped
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It actually....stopped....
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I'm at the verge of tears. So I decide to call San. I need someone to talk to.
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Hey Kao, what's up?