Dear God:
I know it's been a while since the last time I talked to you, I wanna say sorry for this, it wasn't my intention left pass a lot of time.
I hope you hear me this time, lately I've been through a lot of problems but sincerely, that's not the point I wanna touch tonight.
I'm here because I want you to help me, I need forget him, I need stop loving him. I don't wanna get back to what we used to have.
I wanna be happy as he is without me, I need to understand that people leave without reasons. And that's why I'm talking again with you.
I know I've been a bad girl, I'm not who I should be and probably you don't hear me for that reason and it's okay.
I know that I'm asking you for happiness, but, if you think I don't deserve it, I'll understand. You have better reasons than me.
The last thing I want is that you keep him happy, even when it hurts me. But, God, is so beautiful see him smile and be happy, knowing that I'm not the reason of his smile or laugh.
I know some days ago I said that I hate him, but you know that I was lying. I can't hate the person who gave me a lot of beautiful moments, I can't hate whom make me feel better.
Probably for him now I'm a zero, but for me he's still my number one. Please, keep him sane, safe and honest.
Thanks God for listen.

YOU ARE READING
Ocean eyes.
PoetryMe dijo que no confiara en él, que no esperara algo más de su parte, que resultaría en traición. Pero la niña ingenua quizo creer que era diferente y ahora trata de desahogarse con estupideces.