His lips were so gentle and so soft, just the feeling of them pressed against mine had sent chills throughout my entire body. He was all I wanted. I wanted every inch of his body to be mine. I craved him in so many ways you could possibly never imagine. I desired his every touch, the feeling of his lips pressed against mine had me with in a state of 'awe'. This boy right here had been the one person I had desired for years upon years, and now that he's here in front of me I just simply can't get enough. I was falling for this boy like no other, all these thoughts of him throughout these years just came flooding in.
He pulled back slowly, his face turning a crimson red as our lips parted once again inches away. "I'm sorry, I-I don't know what came over me." He cleared his throat and turned his back towards me, sighing in what sounded like disappointment. In a way it hurt, because I never knew how Peter felt about me, he was never open about his feelings, but in another way it was a relief because his actions had proven just how he felt and the way he kissed me just gave me the clarity of how he felt towards me after all the years dreaming of this every moment.
"Peter?" I gently placed my hand on his shoulder and turned him to face me, he seemed sad as he turned, his head hung low to the ground as if he were ashamed to look at me. "It's okay, you have no need to apologize for kissing me." Still, my words didn't seem to cheer him up and it stung.
"It's not that I'm apologizing because I did it, I wanted to kiss you, I'm apologizing because-" He stopped mid sentence and gazed into my eyes, I saw a sadness hiding behind them as he was trying so desperately to hold back tears, I had then placed my hand on the side of his cheek, reassuring him I was here for him every step of the way. He then placed his hand upon mine and sighed in relief, "I'm apologizing because I've never been able to show you the love you've been giving me all these years. I feel like I've failed you, and for that I'm the worst person there is. I want to be able to give you everythi-" I stopped him mid sentence and kissed him gently, reassuring him everything would be okay. After all, I was in love with this boy and he definitely wasn't the worst person there was. He had given me everything there was without knowing. And that's all I could have ever asked for. Afterall, we've been best friends for as long as I can remember.
I pulled back and smiled at him, "Peter, you have given me everything. And you're not the worst person there is. I waited for you, as much as it broke my heart, I waited Peter. And to be honest with you, I think even after waiting for so long I've fallen head over heels for you. And I would not have waited as long as I have now if I didn't want to spend every waking moment with you by my side. What can I say? I ended up falling for my best friend out of everyone else in this world."
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Hi, it's been so long since I've written, I hope this time the book will be better to understand for you all who read my first book. I appreciate the love and support for all those who have stuck around and continue to find me after years or months being a way for so long. It's because of you all that I've began to write again and I'm willing to keep to my work to give you all something to read and enjoy! I hope the prologue was okay, I didn't want to give much detail because I will be adding it in sometime later on. :)
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