It's now three months and the wound still feels fresh. I remember the day I found out. It was Monday the week had just begun I Believe and I had school. I was so happy at school and I came home happy too. Then around 4:00 I started getting YouTube notifications saying "x died" but I googled it and the iPhone X only popped up nothing serious so I was relieved.
That was until it came on the news and I dropped my phone and my heart as well. I couldn't tell my mom because she thinks of you as a thug and a no good rapper. She would never understand. Never understand the pain you saved me from. She would never understand all the tears you prevented. She would never understand that that day when you died a little part of her daughter died too.
Rest up baby boy until we meet ❤️
