India's pov
"Why? Why don't you love me india" he said pulling his curls. I was frustrated as to why. I knew I loved him but my mind, body, and soul wasn't allowing myself too.
"Jahseh I'm trying" I yelled. He shoved me hard. "You always say this. do you know how it feels to fall in love with someone who is unloveable. Someone who has been through the worst but has always been there for you" he yelled. I cried softly. His eyes a chilling dark brown. "No" I choked.
"EXACTLY " he yelled pacing back and forth and throwing his hands up in exasperation. I touched his arm but he flinched. "I can't- I gotta leave" he said and as much as I begged him he wouldn't go.
I never saw him again only because Told him a lie and that lie was I didnt love him and I never wanted to see him again.
I jolted up from a cold sweat. I looked to see the body and floor. Jahseh had a mark on his arm. I don't know if it was a burn or a cut but it was a small bump that was recognize able. So if it was on my kidnappers arm than it is Jahseh. My Jahseh.
I touched his arms he slept. I lifted one arm. No bump. I looked over at the other. And there was the bump. Clear as day. Or night since it was 10pm.
Emotions came rolling in. I leaned over and hugged him. This startled him because he woke up. I looked into his eyes. "Are you okay?" He said. I nodded. He wiped my tears. "Jahseh Onfroy" I whispered. He tensed.
"I was going-
"It doesn't matter now. I missed you I missed my best friend. I lost you because I was lost. I'm sorry" I said hugging him. He pulled me closer. "I was wrong. I should've never pushed you to love me. You accepted me and that was enough"
I looked at his chest. "I tried to hang myself when you left. But my mom came home early". I said. He lifted my chin up. "I tried to pop pills when I left you but ski came" he confessed.
I looked between those dark eyes. "Your so beautiful " he whispered running his hand on my neck. Me being the crazy freak I was I made his hand grip my neck. He raised and eyebrow. But he gripped my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. The feeling of pain and pleasure causing me to absentmindedly grind against him. "There's so many things I want to do to you right now " he said in a raspy voice.
I bit my lip. "Like what?" I asked innocently. He flipped us over skillfully so I was laying on my back and he was between my legs.
"Taste you" he mumbled. Licking my neck. I blushed. "Aye get y'all asses up" ski yelled. I groaned. "What you want?"
"Someone stole my shit and I needs to know who?"
But I was sexual aroused. I gripped on jahseh's shirt and poured. "I know. I know. Later" he said running a hand through his dreads.
We all went downstairs but from personal judgement Riyah looked guilty as hell. "Alright black children!-
"Um I'm fairly half Spanish " Riyah said snootily. "Bitch and I'm half tired of your bullshit so lemme continue" ski said back. X laughed. "Anyways. I picture of me and x is destroyed. Someone cut X out and left me high and dry in the frame" he said. That's sad. Everyone knows how ski feel about him and x pictures together. They were rare because x rarely was in the mood to take pictures.
Then I saw Riyah our something in her pocket. "We should do a search "I piped up. Ski nodded "Riyah first" he said crossing his arms. She got up and guess what she dropped. X's picture.
"I swear if this girl don't stop obsessing over you" I mumbled in Jahseh ear. He chuckled. "Bitch get out my house. WiFi bro I know that's your girl but she needs to hit the road." Jah said motioning to the door. WiFi nodded understandingly.
Riyah pulled Jah and kissed him. My eyes widened. He just stood there. He didn't push her back or anything.
I never felt so hurt it my life. I gasped the pain in my heart stinging. I didn't wanna stay down to see what would happen next. I cried on the pillow. But why was I crying? Because slowly I was starting to fall for him.
I heard a high pitch scream and then a slap. Then Jah stumbled into the room. I knew it was him because he hugged me from behind. I wiped my tears. "Were you having fun?" I laughed bitterly.
Then I turned around to see a bruise forming on his cheek. I touched it and he flinched. I sighed "what happened Jahseh?"
He has blood on his teeth. "I- i um didn't know how to react I didn't wanna hit her so I bit her lip hard as she slapped me and left" .
I couldn't help but laugh. Vampire ass. He went into the bathroom thoroughly swishing mouthwash in his mouth. When he spit it out he engulfed me in a hug. "I don't want her. I want you. Only you. Always you" he whispered. I wrapped my arms around his torso.
After that we laid and chilled on the bed. He was on his phone watching some weird ass anime shit. I draped my other leg over him and ran my hands through his dreads.
His jawline was giving me life. "Why don't you like taking pictures" I asked randomly. "Because I'm ugly" he said without looking at me. I damn dropped my phone.
"Nigga shut up with your sexy ass" I said kissing his jawline. "Stop I'm tryna watch this." He mumbled.
"Exactly and I'm tryna watch you" I said laying my head on his chest. He chuckled putting his phone down and putting me in a headlock. "JAH!" I yelled hitting his arm. "You gotta day Jah is daddy" he said.
"No" I said laughing. "No?" He questioned letting me go and sucking on my neck harshly. He pressed himself against me. I threw my head back. He gripped on my hair. "Say it" He said. He bit my neck causing me to moan when he twirled his tongue around to soothe the spot. I went to touch him but he pinned my head above my head. "Uh uh" he smirked.
I whined as I took off my shorts and underwear. He looked at me as he opened my legs revealing my wet core. He blew a cool breath. "Jah" I moaned.
I went to touch him "I'm not daddy so you can't touch me. And if you do imma bit ya clit and not make you cum" he threatened.
I was even more turned on as he licked my folds and then plunged him tongue in me. "Ughhh"I said gripping the sheets. My eyes rolling back as he wrote his name on clit.
He put two fingers in and licked me up and down. "Daddyyy" I moaned loudly causing him to smirk. "You can touch me now" he said. He pulled me closer by my thighs and ate me out like i was the last meal he was every gonna have. I pulled at his dreads.
"I'm gonna- uhhh daddy." I screamed as I came. He licked me up and kissed my lips shoving his tongue in my mouth. "You chested!" I said when we pulled away.
He shrugged sling shotting my panties to me. I rolled my eyes playfully slipping them on. "I use to Jack off to pictures of you" he said randomly.
"Eww your a creep" I laughed. "Nah I'm just horny" he said pulling me on his lap as he turned the tv on. "You ready to meet your mom tomorrow" he said. I nodded"but I want you to come with me" I said.
"Seems fair" he said. I hugged him. "Nah you just loving on me cause I ate ya pussy" he joked. I punched his arm lightly. I put both hands on both sides of his face and kissed him passionately and then i tugged on his bottom lip. I guess that turned into a whole make out session because a few minutes later we heard a throat clear.
"Uhrm sorry to interrupt the sexual activity but someone is here to see you X and I don't know if you gonna like it" ski said leaving. "Stay up here I'll be back" he said.
Jah's pov
Maybe my mom had come by. But when I saw the flash of curls. It wasn't my mom. It was someone I had wished to never see again.
"Geneva?"
Ohhh snap. Sorry if there is any mistakes or anything. But what Geneva doing here?
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