Chapter Six

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Jahseh's pov

"Jah Jah" she said hugging me. I pushed her back. "What are you doing here?" I asked. "I came here for you" she said happily. "I'm back from Paris" she squealed.

Geneva and I had a fued especially her for accusing me of beating her while she was pregnant. The lies one person could tell. I still loved her and I still wanted her. But she moved to Paris and left me heartbroken and confused. Then I found India again and I just watched her. Geneva hurt me and the thing was I loved one and was in love with the other.


India came down "Jahseh can I have this sweater....". She had on my bad vibes hoodie.

Then her eyes trailed over to ski and then Geneva.

"Hello" Geneva said reaching her hand out. India looked at me. My babygirl.

"Geneva meet my girl India" I said putting my arm around her. I didn't care that we weren't official. She was still my baby girl. "Oh I see your dating black girls now" Geneva said disapprovingly.

"Yea her pussy taste good" I said smiling making skin and WiFi laugh and India to put her arms around my torso. Geneva shifted uncomfortably. "Well I just wanted to drop by. You can call me-
"That won't be necessary " India said.

Geneva rolled her eyes. "Keep rolling them shits and you won't have nun honey " ski said snapping his fingers. We all laughed as Geneva left. "Stupid hoe" India mumbled.
I slapped her ass.

"Stop Jah " she giggled. "Awww your toes are so cute" ski said pointing to her black nail polished toes. "Leave me alone" she said.

"My son Jah gonna suck on them soon" WiFi laughed. "Shit you know that" I said laughing with them as she shook her head. "But you ready to meet your mom"

India's pov

I was ready but nervous so I simple nodded. Jah lifted up my chin and kissed me softly. "I'm going to be there with you so don't worry".

"Awww " ananda and Cherie said coming down stairs. Trippie had been on tour so he wasn't here.

I decided that I wanted to go now and I guess Jah knew because he got up. "Yo vro we gonna be back later." He told ski. "Ight don't go getting lost" he said laughing. We rolled our eyes going into the car.

I looked out the window at the scenery. The care ride was quiet. "Why did you kidnap me. You could've just knocked on my door like a regular person." I said looking at the side of his face as he drove. " maybe because I want to make sure that you never leave" he said creepily.

My eyes widened and he chuckled. "Alright I'm joking I just couldn't get myself to knock in the door and look you in the eye" he confesses putting his hand in my thigh. That made sense. It wasn't until when I reached home that night that I starting thinking abut Jahseh not knowing that I had just encountered him a few minutes ago.

"Did you change?" I asked quietly. We reached my house as he parked. "That's for me to know and for you to find out " he said giving me a closed smile and getting out the car so he could open the door for me. "Thanks" I mumbled.

Then he stopped me and pulled me into a passionate kiss. I couldn't help but pull way as blush. "Stop your gonna make me more nervous " I said shyly. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders as we went to the door.

I couldn't help but stop in my tracks. I hope she was healthy. I hope she was okay. So I opened the door smiling but my smile dropped when I saw her hanging from a  rope. By her neck. Jah's eyes widened.

"NO!" I screamed helping her down. But she was frozen cold as if she had been hanging there for days. "We gotta go come on " Jah said.

"I'm not going anywhere with you. I hate you! You took me away from her. You took me from her that's why she did this. I love her! I HATE YOU!" I screamed.
He looked down. "You don't mean that. Your just angry that's all" he whispered.

I got up. "I mean it. I will walk back to the house and I will sleep in the guest room. I won't ever speak to you again. I could've saved her if I was here. " I spat making sure to all hurt. But it didn't match up to the hurt.

He pulled me into a hug. I punched his chest with all the anger in me. Then I ran away from him into the direction of the house.

He followed behind me with the car. He seemed to be an expert at it anyways. I stomped to the house. I slammed the door. Later he came in and I locked myself in the bathroom. My mom was gone. The person I loved.

I opened the cabinet. And I popped all the pills. I swallowed them and then ski barged in on me as tears fell down my cheeks and he saw the bottles. "JAH!" He yelled but I tried to shush him but Jah and WiFi and trippy came.

Jah saw me and I fell into skis arms because I was woozy.

Jah and ski threw me on the bed. I yelled and kicked and screamed. "I love you " Jah said kissing my lips and pinned my hands above my head. I cried silently as I looked into his eyes. "Open!"he demanded. I shook my head. He bent me over regardless and stuck his fingers down my throat as ski patted my back and trippy put a bin next to me as I threw up all the contents in the bin. I cried and Jah held my hand wiping my mouth with a towel.

"girl which one we got peppermint " Ananda said giving me mouthwash. I took it figuring it and then spitting it out. Jah was looking at me concerned.

"I don't want you. I don't need you. I hate you. She is gone. Why didn't you let me die so I could be with her" I yelled. Then he got angry and he pushed me against the wall. "Everything I do is for you. I'd kill for You. I'd die for y-

"Well maybe you should" I yelled. He looked taken back and everyone looked down awkwardly.

He looked at me his eyes glossed over and he slammed the door.

Let's just say after that I never saw x again.

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