Amnesia |michael clifford|

Chapter 10

Lily's pov

I walked back to the hotel and walked into the reception, I looked a mess probably, I probably had makeup all down my face, I was still crying, the girl at the reception stared at me, "Are you okay?" she asked, "Not really, I found the guy I was looking for so you don't have to tell him I was looking for him" I said, "Oh okay" she smiled, I walked towards my room and sat on the bed.

I pulled out my phone and went through twitter, I had loads of mentions asking how my holiday was, I never ignored questions but I couldn't answer that.

I heard a knock at the door and answered it, it was Michael, "What do you want?" I asked, he didn't say anything he just kissed me roughly, I pulled away instantly, "Im sorry lily, I really am" he pleaded, I shook my head, "Almost four years Michael, almost four full years we've been together and you decide to cheat on me because I asked you to stop being so jealous?" I stated, "How many times do I have to say I'm sorry?" he said, "None 'cause its not going to work" I stated, "Please baby, I love you Lily" he said, "No Michael" I said, "Let me get my things then" he mumbled, pushing past me and grabbing his suitcase and shoving all his clothes in it, he grabbed his phone and charger and leaving, "Im so sorry lily" he mumbled before walking toward Lewis and Olivia's room.

No longer than five minutes later Olivia was in my room, "Are you okay?" She asked, pulling me into a hug, "It's all my fault, I told him to stop being jealous and then I told him to get out and now this happened" I said, "I just can't believe out of everyone it could have been, it was Grace" I said, "Im sure the both of you will move past this and in a week or so you'll be back to normal" she reassured. "No, I can't just move past it, I'm not forgiving him" I said, "Come on, you were both mad and angry" she said, "Exactly, we were both mad and angry, the only difference was I sat in here and cried myself to sleep, I didn't go out and cheat, I just can't believe he cheated after almost four years" I said.

"I'll be back in five minutes, don't do anything stupid" Olivia said while leaving, I lay on my bed and cried until she returned with her suitcase and a tub of ice cream, "What's this all about?" I asked, "Michael and I are swapping rooms, we can't have him having nowhere to stay, he can't stay here, and there's no room for me, Lewis and Michael, so I thought I would come and share a room with you, we only have tonight left anyway" she said, I nodded as we pigged out on ice cream.

The next day was spent packing and getting ready to leave, and ignoring Michael.

"Come on, in the car" my mum said, Lewis sat in shotgun while Michael, Olivia and I sat in the back, with Olivia in between Michael and I.

William and grace left early this morning, much to my delight, and grace hadn't said anything to any of us, one again, much to my delight.

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It was Monday, we had been home from yesterday afternoon and I hadn't came out of my room except to get food and to shower.

I was dressed in my uniform and was waiting on Roxy picking me up, I told her about Michael and she was supportive, like I was with her.

We walked into school and up to our usual meet up, everyone was there, including Michael, I gulped as I ignored him, constantly getting stares from everyone, no wonder, Michael and I had been together for a while, it obviously would be strange not to see us together.

I spent the day confirming rumours of us breaking up, trying to hold in tears, watching Michael get hit on by girls and being hit on by guys.

When I got home I was on twitter, I saw loads of rumours about Michael and I, and I went on to his twitter and saw that he tweeted about the break up.

Before rumours start, lily and I have broke up, its private, please don't ask us about it, love you all

I clicked back on to my own and composed a new tweet.

Yes, Michael and I have broken up but it's private so please stop asking me about it, its between us, not everyone else

That should do it, I sighed and got changed into skinny jeans and a black top, I walked downstairs and grabbed a banana before going out the door and heading towards Ashton's house.

He was the only one who could cheer me up and not bring up Michael.

I knocked on the door and Michael answered, "What are you doing here?" he asked, "Well I came to see Ashton but I guess it doesn't matter" I grumbled, "Who's at the door mate?" Ashton called to Michael, "Lily" he shouted, "Oh" ashton said, I sighed, "It doesn't matter" I mumbled before walking away, "Wait lily, are you okay?" Ashton called to me, he followed me, "Why did you want to see me?" he asked, "I just wanted someone to cheer me up, its alright though, ill see you around ash" I said smiling weakly and walking away.

Michael's pov

"I just don't see why it all started" Ashton said, "Well we were at the beach and guys kept staring at her, so I got jealous and would kiss her or make contact with her in someway whenever I saw someone stare at her and she caught of in was jealous and when we got to the hotel she brought it up and told me to stop being so jealous, and I told her it wasn't my fault, then she brought up how she gets jealous when fans throw themselves at me but she doesn't act upon it, and I started to yell" I said, "Dude, she hates yelling man" Ashton said, "I know! And then I told her yelling was a part of life and that she had to grow up and she told me to leave, so I did, I went and got wasted with her mums boyfriends daughter, grace, shes a bitch, and she kissed me and then that was all but then the next day lily came looking for me and I was literally making out with grace, and that was it, she told me she was leaving" I said.

"Man you messed up" Ashton said, "I know! I remember seeing how disappointed and upset she was, her makeup running down her face, and everything we had just left behind" I said, "I bet you could get her back" he said, "No, I don't need her" I said, trying to convince myself more than anything.