Amnesia |michael clifford|

Chapter 20

Lily's pov

"This is actually our tour bus?" Ashton asked, "Yeah, for the UK tour" mark said, "You five share it, and one direction share the other one" he added, we nodded, "Bye, see you when we get to the venue" mark said leaving us.

"Well alright then" I said laughing, "Uh, lily can I talk to you?" Ashton asked, "Yes, I have to talk to you too" I said as we walked into the privacy of the back room.

We both sat down, "You first" I said, "Okay, I, um, I don't think this is working" Ashton began, "That's what I was going to say, I don't think I like you that way, I love you Ashton, you know that, but it's more of a brotherly love" I said, "I feel the exact same way Lily, no hard feelings?" he asked, I hugged him, "No hard feelings ash" I said smiling as we exited.

"Everyone, lily and I have broke up 'cause we don't like each other at all" Ashton said, I giggled, "Its actually because we don't belong together, your fans were right, I don't belong with Ashton" I said giggling, "I used that as an excuse, I really just don't like her at all" Ashton said laughing, I chuckled as I sat down on the sofa.

"We have to tell the fans or they'll make up rumours" Ashton said, "Tweet about it then" I said as he pulled his phone out and typed, I checked twitter and saw what he tweeted

Lily and I have broken up, it was a mutual decision and it was because we don't see each other in that way, love u guys xo

I composed a tweet too.

Ashton and I have broke up cause we don't like each other like that, we're still best friends and I'm his fave out of all his mates

I saw Ashton chuckled as he typed away and then I saw he mentioned me in a tweet.

@lilystewart you wish, you're actually my least fave

I giggled as I locked my phone, "Hey, I think I'm finished the song I was working on" Michael said, "That's great, we should work on it for the concerts" Ashton said, I totally zoned out at this point and walked into the little back room and lay on the sofa.

Lily should definitely get back with Michael now

Michael and lily? come on guys

I really hope Michael and lily get together now

Lily listened to us when we said her and ash don't belong together, will she listen to us when we say she belongs with Michael

Lily please get back with Michael

I will never ship Michael or lily with anyone except each other

I sighed and let the years fall down my face freely.

I put on a smile.

I act as if I'm happy.

I act as if I don't miss Michael.

I act like I'm fine.

I've fooled everyone.

In reality I'm a mess.

I still love Michael, but I'm too stubborn to admit it.

I have too much pride within myself to admit to Michael I love him.

Therefore I must move on.

Again.