Amnesia |michael clifford|

Chapter 15

Lily's pov

We were at the restaurant and everything was going smoothly, we were waiting on our food coming out when I needed to go to the bathroom.

"I'll be back in a minute, just going to the bathroom" I said as I walked towards the bathroom, no longer than a minute later, grace was also in the bathroom, "Lily you are such a whore" she said to me, "You're a slut" she said, "You're using Ashton to get back at Michael" she added.

"Shut up Grace, you don't know what you're talking about, you're just a stupid little girl who makes guys cheat on their girlfriends" I stated, "I don't make them, they do that themselves" she said laughing, "You are such a bitch" I said, "Yeah? Well at least I'm not using a guy to get back at my ex" she said, "Im not using Ashton" I said, "Yeah alright" she said, I ignored her and finished washing my hands and leaving the bathroom, going back to the table and sitting next to Ashton and Olivia.

Once the dinner was over we all went back to our house, "Ashton are you staying here tonight? Olivia are you?" my mum asked, Ashton shrugged and Olivia nodded, "I guess" he said, "Grace are you staying?" she asked, "No I'm going to my mums" grace said, my mum nodded as grace left and Ashton and I went upstairs.

"You know Michael came to my house today" Ashton said, "What did he want?" I asked, "He said that I should have waited longer than three weeks" Ashton said sighing, "Do you think maybe we should have waited a bit longer?" he asked, "I don't think it matters how long, I'm happy right now, the happiest I've been in three weeks, that's all that matters to me right now" I said, "So you don't care about Michael?" Ashton asked, "Of course I care about him Ashton, I love him" I said, not even realising it slipped out.

"I-I'm sorry" I said, "Do you still love him?" Ashton asked after a moment of silence, "Well obviously yes, we were together for four years Ashton, we had planned on getting married in five years and had planned on moving in together, we planned our full future, I loved him so so much, all of my feelings aren't just going to disappear within three weeks" I said.

"This is why we should have waited longer than three weeks" Ashton said standing up, "Why?" I asked, "Because you're not ready" he said, "Ashton I am ready, just because I might have some feelings for Michael still doesn't mean I'm not ready" I said, he sighed, "I don't want to rush anything lily" he said, "You aren't" I assured him, he lay on my bed next to me, "Are you sure?" he asked, I smiled and nodded, "Yes" I said.

"Are you coming to our band practise tomorrow?" Ashton asked, "I don't know" I said quietly, "Why not?" he asked, "I can't face Michael" I said sighing, "You'll have to face him one day" he said, "I know" I said, "Think about it this way, if you come, you'll get to make Michael jealous, you'll be able to make him see what he doesn't have anymore" Ashton said, I snuggled into him, "I think we should make him super jealous" he added, "I don't know" I said, "Come on, it will be funny" he said, I sighed. What do I have to lose?

"Fine" I agreed, Ashton giggled as he kissed my head, I tried to escape from his grip to get changed into pyjamas but he wouldn't let me go, "Ash, let me go so I can put on my pyjamas" I said giggling, "But I'm comfy" he whined, "But I'm not, I'm in jeans, let me change" I said giggling again, he sighed and let me go, "Hurry back" he mumbled, I chuckled as I stood up and ridded my legs from the jeans, I shoved on pyjamas bottoms and took off my shirt, I rummaged through my pyjama drawer looking for a pyjama top, finally finding one and putting it on.

I slipped back into bed and Ashton instantly grabbed me and pulled me into his side, cuddling me tightly, I instantly fell asleep.