Criminal Heroes ~ NCT Fanfic

Part 12 - Hurting him.... Again

We are a few minutes later.

Johnny and i are in the kitchen and we are both sitting on a high chair next to the kitchen island. I have a first aid kit in my hands and i'm trying to take care of his bruises, but he constantly tries to avoid my eyes, so it's pretty hard to do this properly.

"I know you are pissed at me, but please, do that after i took care of it! I don't want your face to swell up because of my stupid fault. I already said it in the room, but Lucas acted way different this morning then he normally does and then he did just know. He sounded really sincerely and you just tried to kill him, so what else did i need to do?!", i say.

It's the first time that he looks up and i can't read any emotion of his face.

"I...I am not angry at you. I'm angry at myself. I notice know that what i did was... Was just wrong and i know you did it to do good. Unfortunately that doing good hurts so much.", he laughs.

I also begin to laugh.

We just sit there like two idiots, laughing because of our impulsivity.

"Thank you for reacting so normal at the fact that i beated the shit out of you...", i say softly.

He smiles brightly.

"I just can't be angry at you. Especially when you act this concerned about me.", he says, while going with my hands through my hair.

I feel how i begin to blush, even if i don't want to.

He notices and begins to even smile brighter.

"Do you know you are cute when you act shy like this?", he says.

I jump off my chair and walk slowly away from him. I got a smile on my face, but he can't see that, so i hear his voice, sounding concerned.

"Did i say something wrong?", he asks, while i hear he also jumps from his chair, walking closer towards me.

"Uhm... Now you are saying, i'm going to show you how cute i am...", i say.

As fast as possible, i turn around and take him by his shirt. I pull him closer to me and when he tries to breath again, i turn him around and push him really hard against the wall. 

Just when he wants to step away from the wall, i push him with my left arm harder against the wall and take with my right hand a little knife out of my back pocket and hold it against his neck.

"How cute do you think i'm now?", i ask confident, looking straight into his eyes.

He gives me a provacative smile.

"Ohw! The Little Girl is going to show that she's the boss. I like it, i like it a lot!", he says.

I also smile.

"You sound like Lucas right now.", i say. "And it's not because i'm not as tall as you that you need to act like i'm just a weak girl, you know i hate that."

I put the blade of the knife closer to his neck, so they are just a few inches apart. I also push with my left arm a little harder, so he can barely move his body, but that also makes that we stand even closer towards each other then we already did.

It looks like he does not feel intimidated at all, 'cause he tilts his head forward so his forehead touches mine.

I suddenly feel a lump in my throat.

"How do you feel now? Do you hate this too?", he whispers to me.

I feel that my palms are suddenly sweaty and my arms begin to shake a little.