Reid gently rubs my back as we kiss passionately.
I take off his shirt and throw it on the bed.
Reid pulls back as we catch our breath.
"are you sure it's okay to do this??" Reid ask,
"yes" I smile at him,
I kiss him and he push me back.
"Elie you're not doing this because you're upset or sad right?? Because if it is then I can't do this" He sigh,
"what do you mean??" I ask,
"you need comfort Elie, not sex. And I can't take advantage of this situation" He sigh,
"This is my comfort" I insist,
"No it's not. You need a friend not a fuck buddy" He reach his shirt and put it back on as I sit back on the bed, "Tell me what's wrong Elie??"
Then I lose it again. Damn this waterworks!!
Reid wrap his arms around me and pull me closer.
"it's okay Elie, let it all out" He smile at me,
What happen to me?? I used to be in love with Reid! What changed??
"I had a fight with Christian" I cry,
"You really do Love him do you??" He ask,
And I can see the hurt in his eyes. And I can't answer it, I don't wanna answer it. Because he's too nice. He's done everything good for me and I can't hurt him. But he deserves to know the truth.
"Yes" I sigh,
He smile at me but he can't hide the pain in his eyes.
"then why don't you talk this thing out??" He smile,
"it's not that easy" I sigh,
"what do you mean??" He ask,
"I'm scared, I'm torn between holding on and letting go" I sigh,
"well, either way it will still end up in heartache. No matter what you choose there's always pain in it" He sigh, "you gotta choose wisely which one is worth the pain"
I stare at him and see his sincerity. Of course he's sincere! He's hurt! He's hurt because of me.
"I'm sorry Reid" I hold his hand,
"sorry about what??" He try to smile,
"about everything, you know what I mean" I sigh,
"you can't always get what you want Elie no matter how hard you fight for it" He try to smile, "I learn that from Christian. Besides, being friends with you is more than enough Elie"
"wait what did you learn from Christian??" I ask,
"that if it's meant to be it will be" He smile,
"what?? He taught you that??" I ask,
"He didn't actually taught me, I observed it from him" He smile,
"what did you observe" I smile,
"what is this a talk show??" He giggle,
And we both laugh.
"anyways, Christian had a girlfriend that He loves so much" He smile,
"But He cheated" I smile,
"No He didn't, Christian never cheats" He looks at me confidently,
"are you sure??" I ask,
"Yeah, believe me Elie, We grew up together if there's anything going on with his life I would know" He winks at me,
"fine, whatever" I roll my eyes,
"anyways her name is Lisa and she died last year. She has leukemia" He sigh, "Christian was so devastated. He loves her so much he can't even change his lock screen or his wallpaper"
Oh my gosh.. That picture in Christian's phone that was Lisa. And I judge him. I didn't even give him time to explain.
Suddenly Reid's phone begins to ring.
He checks it and He smile at me.
"It's getting late I should be going back to the dorm. Settle things with Christian okay?? He's a great guy give him a chance" He smile,
"Thanks, who's that by the way??" I ask,
"what do you mean by who??" He ask,
"who just texted you??" I ask,"Oh it's Raymond. But it's nothing" He smile,
He climb down from the window and into the ground.
He wave goodbye and I wave back as I watch him disappear in the dark.
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Early in the morning and I text Raymond to drive me to the cemetery where Lisa was buried.
It was a long drive it took 2 hours approximately.
I walk towards the cemetery while Raymond say he's staying in the car cause cemetery freaks him out.
I walk and walk until I find Christian stand in front of a grave.
"I knew I'd find you here" I smile at him,
He looks at me and then looks back at the tombstone.
"Her name is Lisa" Christian starts to cry,
I hold his hand and hug him tight.
"I know, I'm sorry" I cry as I hug him tight,
I've never seen a guy crying so hard and I feel special seeing one right now. Although it hurts seeing someone you love being hurt.
"I use to tell myself I'll never fall in love again. But then you came along. I told myself No but I can't help falling in love with you. I try to build my walls up try to be mean to you but I can't I just can't" He cries again,
"ssshhh it's okay Christian" I hug him tight,
He pulls back and wipes his tears
"Maybe I'm not ready to love again" He sigh,
"Christian give your heart a break, and know that whatever happens I'm always here waiting for you" I smile touching his cheek,
"I don't deserve you Elie" He sigh,
"and I don't deserve you either, all that matters is we love each other" I smile at him,
"I'm afraid that I might hurt you" Christian sigh,
"There's always pain in everything we choose but I know that with you it's worth the pain" I smile at him,
He pulls me closer and I pull him closer to me.
I smile as I reach him and kiss him passionately and this time I know that with every kiss it's with love. I Love Him and He loves me that's all that matters.
Rain begins to pour as we kiss.
We pull back and smile at each other.
Then we continue to kiss through the rain.
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The Bitch Bible (COMPLETED)
RomanceElizabeth Cole is the Queen Bitch. She's the richest student in Blueville High. Students in Blueville High will never dare to cross her or there will be blood. She was however transferred to a new Boarding Christian School in the Mountains after sh...