Things That I’ll Always Wonder
If you found someone to love and respect you like I did.
If they tell you that they do like I hadn’t.
If they said it back.
If you’re safe.
If you made it home tonight.
If you found happiness in yourself.
If you’re smiling every day;
Making your mom proud.
Proud like you make me.
If you dad even knows you’re enrolled at one of the best civil law universities Internationally. Whether or not you care anymore.
If Chemistry unrelated to ours is still the bane of your existence.
Whether or not you refused my help because I’m nine months younger, or if you would Have rather spent time with me doing anything besides Chemistry.
If your midlife crisis would enable you to find cheap farmland to pick up horticulture.
Or kill encroaching mortality by chasing your own chickens down a mountainside.
If you’ll meet some sweet, compassionate lady to become your wife.
If I’d really look that bad in overalls; whether or not I mind my fur allergy.
How such a wild spirit will hold up in a court of law one day.
If you think about me sometimes.
If you think about us.
What went through your mind when you said it?
Whether or not you knew that I loved you back before I did,
And why you forgave me.
