change- h.s.

24

I got back home a few weeks ago, it was now mid February.

After the Harry incident my dad didn't talk to me.

I understood.

I did have a relationship with a twenty-three year old pop star.

I would be mad at my daughter too.

My mom has been nice about it.

She's constantly asked how I was feeling.

Especially since the paparazzi pictures leaked.

TMZ captioned it "Is this the mystery "angel" Harry Styles posted on instagram?".

And I was.

When fans realized he followed me I had over ten thousand follower requests, going up daily.

My secret got out, which caused Kelly to ask me at school  if "Layla" was Harry.

She was a smart one.

I texted Harry a happy birthday text but I didn't get a response.

I expected it though.

Of course Harry got backlash when they all found out my age from an "anonymous" source.

I'm sure it was Clare.

I kept it low.

People knew what I looked like now, so I only went to school and back. Occasionally for coffee.

Calum wouldn't talk to me now.

The last words he said to me was "so you're fucking him?", then I was blocked.

I get glares from a lot of girls at school, but I really don't give a fuck.

"Sweetie?" My mom asked, snapping me out of my trance of thought.

"Yes?" I responded, looking up from my floor.

"Another letter came in for you, I think you want to read this one" She said, pursing her lips.

I just furrowed my eyebrows and looked at the letter.

"I'll give you some space" She mumbled walking out of my room.

"To: Emma Rose Benson"

It was written in Harry's handwriting.

"Sweet Creature-

Sweet creature
Had another talk about where it's going wrong
But we're still young
We don't know where we're going
But we know where we belong
And oh we started
Two hearts in one home
It's hard when we argue
We're both stubborn
I know, but oh
Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go, you bring me home
Sweet creature, sweet creature
When I run out of road, you bring me home
Sweet creature
We're running through the garden
Oh, where nothing bothered us
But we're still young
I always think about you and how we don't speak enough
And oh we started
Two hearts in one home
I know, it's hard when we argue
We're both stubborn
I know, but oh
Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go, you bring me home
Sweet creature

- H"

Thats all the letter was. A song. About me.

I didn't cry.

I was out of tears.

After Harry basically pretended to not know me I had cried as much as I could.

My mom helped me though.

She told me she supported me and Harry, it meant a lot, but I wish my dad felt the same.

I figured if they ever found out my dad would be supportive, but the roles have turned.

Next month was my birthday, but I don't even think Harry knew that.

"Hey girl" Kelly smiled as she sat down across from me at our lunch table.

"How's Harry?" She asked, taking a bite of pizza.

"Harr-"

"Hey Emma" A girl with long black hair smiled sitting next to me, a girl with red hair sitting next to Kelly.

"We heard you say Harry" She smirked, picking up the apple off of my tray.

"Oh did you?" Kelly asked, her soft eyes turning hard.

"Yeah you guys should be quiet next time" The red headed girl smirked.

"Well quite frankly its none of your business" Kelly retorted, cocking her head to the side.

"I'm Sasha" The black haired girl, Sasha introduced herself.

"And I'm Ally" The red headed girl chimed in.

"We're huge fans of H and wanted to know what he was like" Sasha smiled, taking a bite of my apple.

"H?" I asked as Kelly glared at the girls.

"Yeah he always signs his tweets as H" She told me as if I was dumb.

"Did you even know him?" Ally chuckled.

"Yes" I sighed, looking at Kelly for help.

"She'd rather keep it private you guys" Kelly told them, but they wouldn't stop.

"Was he good in bed?" Sasha smirked, a devilish look in her eyes.

"Pardon?" I scoffed, anger now filling my veins.

"You know, since you knew him so well" Ally laughed, giving me an evil glare.

"You guys ne-"

"No, I got it" I waved Kelly off.

"Harry's wonderful in bed actually, always keeps you guessing ya know?" This time I smirked as I saw both of their faces turn white.

"A good kisser too, and the things he could do with that tongue" I fake moaned just to add dramatic effect.

Kelly's smile was big, she was so close to laughing I could see it.

"Was his cock big?" Ally blurted out causing Kelly's laughter to erupt.

"Bigger than the Empire State Building" I smiled as the bell rang.

"I can't believe you did that!" Kelly giggled as we were walking into the hallways to our last class of the day.

"Well they wanted to know!" I laughed, locking arms with her.

"You slept with him?" She stopped with her mouth open.

"No!" I chuckled, walking again.

"I was about to say you're a lucky girl" She smiled, unhooking her arm from mine and heading into her class.

kels:

you have to check twitter right now

emma:

what?

kels:

i hate to be the one to tell you

kels:

i'll be there in 5

"What?" I mumbled out loud, closing my texts and opening twitter.

#Hendallisback was #1 on trending.

What the fuck is Hendall?

Oh how I wished I never clicked on that hashtag.

Immediately pictures of Harry and Kendall Jenner popped up on the phone screen.

Her all over him, kissing him, his lips, his neck.

My heart was shattered, unfixable.

I couldn't believe it.

He wrote me a fucking song and now he's with a model?

I see now how he truly felt.

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ugh :( nothing against kenny btw shes lovely