change- h.s.

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I ended up at Kelly's house, Calum sitting in her bedroom when I entered.

"Hello tiny" He smiled, me laughing that he still used that nick name.

"Hey Em!" Kelly smiled, emerging from her bathroom.

"Okay so how do I work this thing?" I asked the two of them pulling out that e-cig Mitch got me.

Calum took the product from me, putting it together before hitting it, blowing out the smoke with ease.

After coughing my lungs out a few times, I finally got the hang of it.

And, I didn't hate it.

We all just sat there, hitting the e-cig and talking about life.

Calum talked about how Sasha annoyed the shit out of him, and how he loved this other girl but she was unavailable.

We all knew who he was talking about out.

Kelly talked about college and how she was staying here.

I just listened to them, occasionally adding in my two cents.

"Whats about you Em?" Kelly asked me.

"I don't know, I was thinking about doing online school to travel with Harry" I said, Calum scoffing and Kelly just turning to look at me.

"You won't have a senior year, don't you want one?" She asked me.

I nodded, thinking about the year I would be missing, the friendships I'd be losing, including Kelly.

"I just have to think about it" I sighed, sinking further into Kelly's bed.

As if he could hear us, my phone started ringing, Harry's face flashing across my screen.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hi angel, what are you doing right now?" He asked me through the phone.

"I'm with Cal and Kelly" I told him, hearing him sigh through the phone.

"Well I'll drop off some things at your house" He said my eye brows furrowing in confusion.

"What stuff?" I asked him.

"Me and my mum went shopping today and her and I picked out a few things we thought would look lovely on you" I could hear the smile through the phone.

"Well when I get home I'll try them on" I smiled, even though he couldn't see me.

He told me he loved me before we ended the call.

Calum as usual pulled out a couple of blunts.

We smoked them out of Kelly's window, feeling the high hitting us slowly.

We were all sat on Kelly's bed, eating bags of chips that she had in her kitchen.

Some movie was on, I wasn't paying attention, just scrolling through instagram.

When the sun started to set was when I decided I should head home.

I hugged my friends goodbye before heading home.

I walked in my house, my mom cooking dinner, dad on the couch.

I must have slipped by unnoticed since I made it to my room without any greeting.

I was shocked to find at least ten shopping bags set on my bed.

He said a few things.

Dresses, shorts, skirts, t-shirts, hoodies, everything I could want was in those bags.

I smiled, texting him a thank you before folding the new clothes neatly.

"Hey Em" My dad greeted, walking into my room.

"Hey dad" I smiled, looking at all the folded clothes on my bed.

"I guess that man really loves you" He said, his arms crossed in front of his chest.

I just nodded, not really knowing what to say.

"He and his mom stopped by, talking about some kind of tour" My dad said, his look stern.

"And I'm telling you that school is far more important than traveling the world with your boyfriend" He practically spat.

"Dad I know that, but its ju-"

"Its nothing Emma, I'm not giving you a choice" My dad said, anger laced in his voice.

"Honey, lets think about this" My mom walked in, placing her hand on his back.

"There's nothing to think about, shes seventeen, and we can't afford to send her all around the world!" He exclaimed.

My moms eyes were wide, tears were streaming down mine.

"He's going away for a year" My mom said calmly.

"So lets think about this, put ourselves in her shoes, and we'll discuss this later" My mom soothed my dad.

He sent me one last glare before exiting my room.

"Calm down honey, I'll bring dinner to your room" She smiled.

"Hello?" Harry answered.

"My dads not giving me a choice" I cried.

"A choice?" He asked.

"For going with you, he went on and on about how education is more valuable than going with you" I rambled over the phone, tears still streaming down my face.

"Emma, angel, calm down, okay?" He asked, soothing me through the phone.

"I don't want us to end Harry, I'm so happy with you" I croaked, even the thought of losing him made my heart break a little.

"Its gonna be okay angel, I promise you" He said, I just wanted to hold him.

"I'm just gonna go to sleep" I said, drying my tears.

"Okay angel, text me when you wake up" I could hear his smile in his voice.

I hung up, flinging myself on my bed.

I heard my mom knock, but I was far too tired to even speak.

"I made you tomato soup, honey" My mom spoke, entering my room.

I just looked up, not wanting to even eat.

"Its gonna be okay" She smiled, setting the soup on my desk before leaving.

But what if its not okay?

What if Harry and I break up?

What if we never get back together?

He's leaving for a year.

That's plenty of time for him to move on.

I couldn't help but have those thoughts.

They could easily turn into reality.

My phone buzzed, but I didn't have the energy to look at it.

I just needed to close my eyes and go to sleep.

Realize that Harry is mine right now.

Realize that I have him for two more months- those that I need to cherish.

I want him forever and always.

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