Save Me

Stop crying

"Stop crying"

"I can't, I'm weak"

"You are going to stay this way forever if you still like this, You just want get attention, don't be stupid and stop crying please, I can't stand watching you like this"

"I don't understand, you are good and bad with me at the same time"

"Because I hate you and I need to love you at the same time"

"Just hate me and kill me softly, so it will be less hard"

"It's hard because when I want to kill you you do something that stops me and I regret having wanted to kill you"

"Kill me, please...kill me"

"Stop crying, just stop crying for a nonsense like this"

"You don't get it right??

"Well and how you want me do understand it if you don't want to explain it you can't wait people to notice that just with seeing you cry"

"No, but at least I want they to watch me, but they do not even pay attention to me, they all pass by, forgetting me on the road "

"You can't expect more of humans, we are stupid, but neither you can be disappointed with them for not noticing your crying, they are too busy paying attention to their own lives, everyone saves themselves and you also have to do it "

"Maybe he can help me"

"No"

"Why not?"

"I wont allow it"

"But I can not leave here alone, help me"

"I can't help you, sorry. Nobody is going to save you so you will have to save yourself"

"They demand too much I'm on the edge of the abyss, I need them to stop"

"The world does not revolve around you, that's something you should already know, so it's not going to stop when you ask. You are a very weak person and you are useless"

"I know"

"This is going to get worse and worse, and you're going to die inside. It will consume you little by little"

"I know just shut up"

"No you don't"

"What do you mean?"

"You don't know because you still having hope"

"I don't have it"

"Yes you do and you know it. In the depths of your heart I can look at a drop of hope, but you do not want it to be there. Or am I wrong? You want to stop having hope so as not to disappoint yourself later because you already know that there is nothing to change, but you can not stop having hope, because in the end, that saying is true"

"I do not understand what you're talking about. What's that?"

"Hope is the last thing that dies"

"Maybe you're right"

"I am"

"I hate you"

"i hate you too"

"Thanks"

"Badbye, call me when you need me"

"I wont"

"Then I will come without you asking me, but I will come"

And in that moment I ran as fast as my legs allowed. I just wanted to run away from him

I woke up in a dark and empty room. I hope to be able to come back to reality one day.

"You will not," he told me as he put his hand in my eyes closing them so I could go back to sleep.

While everything darkens my heart also does it. The little hope that once grew bigger, now only disappears.

And there on the edge of the abyss I meet him before my last breath

"Who you are?"

"It is not obvious?"