Cry
That's all I seem to do anymore. I really want to trust him. But can I? Why does he do this to me? I'm the one that loves him. Not all these random girls. I always hear him leave the bed 9 o'clock every night, and he comes in 7 every morning. He thinks I'm sleep. And when I catch him he says the same thing "Oh y/n it's just work! You know how it is." And I know it's not. Tonight I'm going to confront him about it.
I just finished cooking and I placed his plate in front of him. "Thank you love." I physically cringe. How can he say that like he doesn't cheat on me? "You're welcome Pitch." I sit down opposite of him and begin eating. It's silent for a moment. "I have work again tonight" he states. I sigh "Again?" He nods "yes, they said it's important." I finish eating as quickly as possible and walk upstairs. "Hey where are you going?" I heard him call after me but now I'm mad. He just lied right to my face. I take a suitcase out and start packing my things. I hear his footsteps coming to the door but that won't stop me now.
He walks into the room "what are you doing? Where are you going?" I decide to ignore him. He won't get my respect of he can't give me his. I notice him getting angry. "I know you hear me y/n! Why won't you answer me?" I continue ignoring him and finish packing my things. I zip up my bag and grab my phone. I look him in the eye "Pitch you disgust me." I push pass him giving him a shoulder check. I quicken my pace walking to the front door. "Y/n! What the hell is wrong with you?" He approached me as I grab my keys. "I look at him with tears in my eyes "why don't you asked one of those whores you sleep with every night! Oh! I bet you thought I didn't know! Well I do! You think I wouldn't notice? How every night they needed you extra at work and you weren't getting any extra money?" I saw the regret in his eyes. He looked shocked, caught. He should've thought twice. I shake my head "tch. You don't even have anything to say, you sorry excuse of person." I walk out the door and slam it. I run to my car and open the door. He comes to the front door.
"Y/n! Think this through!" He calls out after me. I open my window and throw my wedding ring out the window. I look at him and pull out the driveway and onto the street. I don't turn back.
~~~~~~timeskippy~~~~
I drove around aimlessly wondering where I was going to stay for the night. I can't go to my mothers, that would be too obvious. I decided to go to one of my old friends. I don't even know if he even considers me as a friend anymore. I pull into his driveway and knock on the door. I patiently wait for him to answer, hoping I got the right address. A few seconds letter he opens the door and I see his piercing blue irises.
"Y/n?" I sigh "Jack! I- I'm sorry for just popping up like this but-" he cut me off "Y/n we haven't talked in years, what was so important that you had to come at 12 in the morning?" I start to tear up again. "P-Pitch- he- cheated on me.. every night for about two months. T-today I just couldn't take any more... so I ran out. You were the first person I thought of. And before you say anything. I'm sorry I went against you all those years ago, but I thought it was meant to be... apparently it wasn't" by the end I'm in sobs. I notice him visibly soften his expression. "Come on y/n" I walk in and he closes the door behind us. I immediately pull him in for a hug and start bawling my eyes out. He widens his eyes in shock before eventually hugging back. "Hey hey, don't worry about him. Is it too soon to say I told you so?" I shake my head and let out a small chuckle. He always found a way to make me laugh. He smiled lightly as we moved towards the couch and sat down. My sobs slowed down into the occasional sniffle. "D-do you have any movies?"
I ask trying to get my mind off of Pitch. "Do I have mov- of course I have movies! Do you know who I am?" He says with an obvious lightness in his voice.
"So what do you wanna watch?" He asked "I'm fine with anything really" I shrugged my shoulders with my respect which I instantly regretted once I saw his smirk. "Anything?~" I deadpanned "oh boy..."
~~~~whip another timeskip~~~
That night we ended up watching three movies, Bad grandpa, Beauty and the beast and f/m. I woke up the next morning to ten missed calls from Pitch. I sighed and try to decide if I should call him back. I put my phone down and decide against it for now. A few moments later Jack wakes up next to me his frosty hair disheveled. "Mornin'" he stretches "good morning" I reply. "What time is it?" He yawns while trying to fix his hair. I look at my phone and laugh. "It's like 2 in the afternoon." His eyes widen "wha? I did not expect that! Oh well, make yourself at home.." he fell back asleep.
I sigh and decide to finally call back Pitch. I hear him pick up. "H-hello? Y/n? Is that you?" My eyes widened, this was Pitch? It sounds nothing like him! "Pitch what do you want?" I saw trying to sound firm even though I was feeling a little shaky. "Y/n please come home.. I don't know what I was thinking... you don't understand how much I really do love you. Because I really do love you." I hear him start to sniffle I frown "Pitch why? Why did you do it? Do You know how you made me feel?" I became calmer. "Y/n at first she came into me and I didn't want it but, something in me just told me to go back for more, I- don't love those women. I love you.." it was silent for a moment. I was trying to process everything. "Pitch you really freakin hurt me. My self esteem dropped each day. I don't think I can ever go back to how things used to be." I feel tears coming down my face. "Y/n...I-" I cut him off. "I'm sorry Pitch." I hang up the phone and lay back down on the couch next to Jack. And once again...
I cry.
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Talk about angst, I suck at it *dabs* so yeah hope y'all enjoyed anyway! Peace ✌ ~Kay
