FOREVER NUMB XXXTENTACION

IX

Juilanna P.O.V

I had to leave to go to my other classes since I had left music.

After all my classes were done including my midnight class I dropped in my bed.

Until all the lights turned off It was a blackout.

I got out my candle and lit them and laid back down.

When I laid my face back down in my pillow and cried about Jahseh for the billionth time today.

I heard a knock at the door and walked over and opened it.

It was Ceaser with a bottle of champagne,a candle and a box of pizza.

"What do you want Ceaser" I asked?

"I just needed somebody to talk too" Ceaser said.

"Come in I guess" I said.

I let him in and we sat on the floor together.

He lit the candle and opened the pizza box.

I popped open the bottle of champagne and poured in the glasses he brought.

"I guess you heard from Kayla about the whole Jahseh situation" I said.

"What situation" Ceaser asked.

"Nevermind I didn't say anything" I said.

"You better tell me Julianna" Ceaser said.

"Fine I guess I'll tell you me and Jahseh had a fling and he kissed Dana" I said.

"What dorm number is he because I'm going to beat his ass" Ceaser said.

"Ceaser chill I'm fine" I said.

"This dude made you cry and you aspect me to be chill" Ceaser said.

"All that matters is that your here with me" I said and smiled.

"I'm glad your smiling" Ceaser said.

I drank some of the champagne as it was very good.

He drank some too as we looked at each other.

"Why you look at me like that Ceaser" I said.

"God gave me eyes I mean" Ceaser said.

"Ceaser stop flirting and I kind of still like Jahseh I mean I just broke up with him" I said.

"Stop talking about that dude" Ceaser said.

We both ate pizza and drank some more champagne.

We opened up about a lot of stuff about each other that we didn't know.

"You know that boy I used to date in 8th grade" I said.

"Yeah his ugly ass" Ceaser said.

We both laughed our asses off and stared at each other again.

"Well I didn't actual like him I was just trying to make somebody jealous" I said.

"Who was it" Ceaser asked.

"Nunya" I said.

"Come on you have to tell me" Ceaser said.

"No I'm not" I laughed.

"Okay whatever makes you feel comfortable" Ceaser said.

"Fine it was you but only because at the time I had a minor crush on you" I said.

"What if I told you I have a crush on you right now and it's not minor" Ceaser said.

"Ceaser I just got out of a relationship or whatever you wanna call it I can't" I said.

"Why" Cesser said.

"Because it's a difference your a dude and I'm a female and if you get a girl in a snap your the man but if I have a dude in a snap I'm a whore" I said.

"Why do you care about what everybody else says" Ceaser asked.

"You wouldn't understand" I said.

"How come your not denying you want to be with me" Ceaser said.

"Ceaser we've been friends since kindergarten and I don't want to mess that up"  I said.

He drank some champagne as I did so too.

I looked in his eyes again until I tried to turn away.

Ceaser grabbed my face and kissed me.

"What the hell" I said.

"I'm sorry it happened" Ceaser said.

"You know what just get out" I said.

I walked him to the door and looked at him madly.

"Look it happened" Ceaser said.

"Just get the fuck out my dorm and I'm fucking serious" I said.

I slammed the door in his face and laid back in my bed.

Then my phone went off and I got a text message.

🚬lildickgirl666🚬 can we talk?

me no I dont want to talk to you Jah....

🚬lildickgirl666🚬 come on....

I heard a knock on the door and I answered.

"So your just gonna stalk me nigger" I said.

"Listen I think we needed to talk" Jahseh said.

"Come in I guess" I said.

We both sat on my bed while I played with fingers.

(Arugments by DDG goes well with this part)

"Like how can you hurt me like this" I said.

"Listen It was a moment we got caught in a moment" Jahseh said.

"And you think saying it was a moment it was gonna pass" I said.

"How are you getting upset already you not even know what I'm going to say" Jahseh said.

"I can replace you in a second so replace me while you can because you just trying to get sex out of me" I said.

"Come on let me explain" Jahseh said.

"Fine give me your bullshit excuses Jahseh" I said.

" Me and Dana aren't anything okay it was a kiss and maybe a little make out" Jahseh said.

I still had a glass of champagne in my hand so I threw it on him.

"SEE THIS WHY I CAN'T TRUST YOUR ASS" I yelled.

He stood up and I got up and I threw everything that was almost in my sight.

"NOW GET THE FUCK OUT JAHSEH" I said.

"Fine" Jahseh said with his eyes watering.

He walked out and slammed my dorm door.

After that moment the lights turned on...
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