I'm still crying over IKON's Goodbye Road so I just listened to it while writing this chapter, it gives me soft Kookie feels idk...
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Y /N's POV
You lean against the bar, your elbow on the hard glass surface and your chin resting on the palm of your hand.
After your moment in the dark hallway with Taehyung you didn't return to the VIP section, you couldn't go back and you honestly didn't see a reason to go back.
You didn't want to see that smirk on his face and have the butterfly's start fluttering in your stomach, yes, you had a moment with him but you didn't want him to know you were literally replaying every little scene in your head.
When you shut your eyes, you see him, you smell him, you taste him and you definitely feel him. You smile to yourself as you gently touch your neck where his love bite is located. At first it hurt but it showed he had been with you, it proves everything wasn't a dream.
You bite your lip trying to hide your smile but you can't help it, you feel giddy, you feel warm and you know it's stupid, it's foolish to think it mattered to him as much as it mattered to you. He's had a lot of girls, you can tell he's experienced but you weren't as much as him, you knew a thing or two but it felt like he had mastered the art of sex, his hands could make you feel so much with just a tap and his lips could make you weak even without pressing to yours.
His hands were actually on you and that's what drives you crazy, the fact that he actually wants to fuck you.
His voice sent chills down your spine and you shudder remembering how he spoke in your ear, how deep it sounded and how weak it made you feel.
With Jackson it had been different, yes you had sex with him, of course, he was your boyfriend and you thought it was natural to give yourself to him but he had taken advantage of your heart and your body.
He had taken your first time and yet didn't care about sharing his body with other women when all you did was give yourself to him. You had loved him and he had hurt you, he'd touch you and you'd know his hands were on someone else before they had been on you, but with Taehyung even though in your head you know he's touched many women when he lays his hands on you or even looks at you, you can't help but feel like they're only on you, like you capture his entire attention.
It was a nice feeling but you didn't want to get in over your head, this was just sex, just sex.
Suddenly you feel someone poke your side and you jump before looking up and seeing doe like eyes looking down at you.
You feel your cheeks heat up as you realize who it is.
Tonight he's wearing a black t-shirt under a white chemise, the buttons left open and blue jeans ripped at one knee, his hair is hanging above his eyes like they always are.
