I need to have several seats for not updating and also because daddy Tae always makes me a little dizzy 😩💜
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Jungkook's POV
Nothing will ever be the same again.
In just a few seconds everything I had created had simply turned upside down and I never wanted things to happen this way, no, not this way.
Everything I had hoped to keep hidden came and poured out right in front of your eyes.
I didn't want this to happen, no, not with you.
"Jungkook!"
I push my way past Jin hyung who tries to grab my arm as I rush by but I pull my arm back and avoid his gaze as I do so.
I don't have to make eye contact with him to see the disappointment in his eyes.
I feel like everyone is looking at me, their stares burn my skin like stage projectors and I feel the nervous sweat glisten down my skin.
All I hear is you calling out for me, your cries hurt me, I feel them suffocating me.
Your call of my name swims along the base of my throat like hands wrapping around my neck, squeezing the air from my lungs, I can't breathe.
Your cries break my heart into a million pieces just like I knew I had broken yours.
I want to turn back and hold you, reach for you as you reach for me but how can I ever let these hands hold you, touch you, after the way I had brutally just treated you?
I feel like my entire world had just flipped upside down, dizzy I stumble through the hall, bumping into a wall with my shoulder before pushing myself off it.
I notice my blood on the wall from my fist and I stare at it, eyes wide.
That could've been your blood, if you hadn't snapped me out of my trance, that could've been your blood on my fist and the thoughts swirls the disgust in my guts.
A flicker of images of flames fill my mind and I shut my eyes and hold the side of my head, screams fill my head, the guilt washes over me and I feel it tearing me apart as I see images flick back and forth from the orphanage to the tears in your eyes.
I had done that, burned down the orphanage and burned down your trust.
"I didn't mean to..." I force out and glance over my shoulder, there's a blurry figure approaching me but I don't want any help, I don't need any help, I don't...
