I see you in passing, and notice the new people who surround you.. and a part of me is hurt by it.. you were chill with me until the next best thing came along and then you drifted away from me.. didnt text.. didnt call... didnt answer any of my attempts either. We were so much alike that it was as if you were me but in a more confident and loud and ambitious body. You took everything I thought I was good at.. and one upped me.. all the time. Every single time. If I had what I thought was a crazy fun experience.. you had about ten other stories that made my story look like preschool play. If I made a joke in class but just whispered it to you.. youd say it louder for the rest of the class to hear and take credit for it. My memories with you werent all bad.. you made me realize the type of person I never wanna become. You made me realize that no matter how pretty you are on the outside; the inside is what counts. I miss our jokes. Our wheezy laughter. The memes and the making fun of fake people who crossed us. I miss your ability to make me smile even when I was having a shit day. I miss us sometimes... but I know you're different now. You're not the girl who was my bestfriend. You're just in the same body, chasing after bad people and bad things. I hope you realize what's happening before it's too late.. I dont wanna see you end up dead because of your stupid decisions. I love you like a sister; always.
-your pale ass ex bestie
