Your lips covered every square inch of my neck, as your body hovered over mine on the all to creaky bed of my bedroom. Your hands gripping at my body, squeezing and marking your way acrossed it as if you were making sure I knew you were there, to which I did. I could see every inch of you.. your beautiful eyes just staring down at me with love and adoration, you made my head spin and my stomach tie up in knots.. you were the first for a lot of things. The first to see me raw and unedited nakedly, the first to caress my skin and look into my eyes for longer than a minute. You showed me love and care and affection all at once as you took my virginity, and I would never wish to have given myself to another even if I tried. Though doing the act, violated many of my own morals I'd set previously, it was done out of love and trust and lust all at once. In and out you went, thrusting into me, and causing slight pain, and unshed tears to fill my eyes as you continued. I was so naive and innocent I fumbled on where to put my hands and legs, but you guided and helped me.. until I felt comfortable. Thank you.. for being my first and for making me feel beautiful and cared for despite being awkwardly and unimaginably naive. Just thank you.. I love you.. and truth be told, I believe a part of me always may.
