You tried it again.. tried to drag me back into your grip with lies and manipulation tactics cuz thats all your good at it seems. Youre pathetic. You couldn't love someone if it was the last thing you did.. you only love yourself. Youre selfish, manipulative, controlling, abusive, cruel, and self centered. You play the "i had a bad life" card to excuse your faults and your fuckups. when in reality it's you that chooses to do it each and everytime. You tell me all these things and get my hopes up and then when i start to open up, you snap down and switch stories or "feelings" just to cause me some more pain, but guess what? This is the last time you'll ever hurt me. Guranteed. You're nothing to me now. Nothing but an abuser, cheater, druggie, manipulator. Youre just as bad as i thought she was. I dont have love clouding my vision anymore, my eyes are open and i finally see you for what you actually are. You hit me where it hurts each and every time, and it sucks that out of my good heart, you've turned a portion of it into hate towards you. But if she's what you want, good luck cuz she dont want you honey. She realized who you are just like i told her she would. Now shes got a man who actually supports and cares for her, and a "son". So, you lose. You lost me, the only good thing in your life. The only one who was really dowj for you. The only one who lost sleep, didnt eat, snuck out, lied to people to protect you. You lost the most loyal person to your ass. And you're gonna realize it someday when you're all alone and you're gonna regret. Youre gonna regret it so damn much. And I'll laugh because i tried so fucking hard for you. I said and did the things i did because i actually had cared for you. Because i was tired of being hurt by you. But ive come to find thats all your capable of is hurt. Not love. You have affection towards people when they give you what you want but the second they dont theyre suddenly useless to you and you toss them away. You're the worst thing I've ever gone thru, and I never want to see, hear or speak to you ever again. I want you to leave me the fuck alone cuz im not falling for your manipulation or headgames anymore. Maybe thats why Jade left too. You play yourself out to be the victim when in reality youre the abuser. Im done feeling sorry for you, some of the shit that's happened to you or is gonna happen is because of bad choices or fuckups youve done. You dont get to toy with my heart or feelings anymore. You dont get the claim on me anymore. Cuz I'm not yours anymore.. and never will be. You've caused enough damage in my life for a millenial. So go hug a landmine, and leave me to flourish and heal from your torture and abuse. Because someday, you wont be but a thought in the back of my memories.. when im happy, with a husband and kids and living a beautiful life. You'll still be here doing the same old shit. You no longer hold me prisoner, you no longer have my heart or any ties to it. Nothing but a nightmare. you drove me to this. You dont get to play victim or lie in this situation.. cuz ik what happened and I'll tell anyone who asks, the truth. Good riddance!
From, Bryan's babygirl. Xx
