Carl grimes imagines

self harm lover

Warnings-self harm

I get dressed to go on a run with Carl my best friend I kinda have a slight crush on him but what does it matter I've been  self harming for 1 year it helps me get over the patents death and mine and Carl's arguments I can't lose him right now  because he's basically all I have left besides Judy and Rick.  Rick is like a father figure to me and Lori Was like my mom but Carl and I lost her

Hey asshole Carl says to me hey Carl I get up and hug him he notices the tear staines on my cheeks and moves my hair from my face babe you okay he asks me worried I smile and says yes come on y/n I know you more than anyone else fine Carl I like you and I'm scared to lose you so I've been hurting myself I say pulling up my long sleeves

He looks at me with tears  in his own eyes sweetheart I'm not going anywhere and please I beg don't ever hurt your self again I'll cry if you do I nod as Carl  pressed his soft lips to my slightest chapped ones and its like a puzzle pieces has been waiting to connect for the longest time I smile up at him

I love you so much Carl

I love you more y/n

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Very important message
You guys are worth it every single one of you if you feel like self harming or thinking about suicide call this number below 1-800 273-8225
Idk the UK number but I doubt anyone from uk is reading this lol 

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