Attack on Titan/ Shingeki no Kyojin One shots

By Your Side (Bertholdt x Reader)

So, someone asked me to do a Bertholdt one shot that was kinda like this one Armin one shot, but since I can't do one exactly like that, this is as close as I'm going to get.

Sorry this is so late but I've have major writer's block and no motivation whatsoever \(°-°)/

Also, WOOO! OVER 150K READS!!! .3.

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"Come on (y/n), you've gotta eat something." Your friend Sasha urged as she pushed a bowl of slop that everyone else calls food towards you.

"Um, yeah no. I'm good." you say as you stare in disgust at the lump of gloop that almost seemed to be moving on its own. Sasha snorted at your attitude towards the food. She just shrugged and pulled it back over in front of her and gorging herself on the mystery meal, that was most likely remnants of Jean's horsey family.

Nobody seemed to notice or care that you hadn't eaten hardly anything in the past few weeks except one person. Bertholdt was giving you a concerned look.

You ignored it. He had that look that you knew all too well. The look that said "I'm disappointed and very concerned for your safety." It was a look that you had gotten often from your mother back in your home of Trost whenever you did something that she despised, which was a range of things from coming home late to breathing too loudly.

You thought he was going to comment on this non-eating habit of yours, but, to your surprise, he didn't say anything. Instead he looked away and gave his opinion on whatever they were quietly discussing on the other end of the table, then scooped some of the gunk up with his spoon.

Suddenly you felt like vomiting.

" 'scuse me." You say quickly. Getting up as fast as you could without falling over, you slapped your hand over your mouth and proceeded to walk quickly out of the dining hall, not wanting to draw attention to yourself.

However, eyes still followed you out the door. You ran to the nearest bathroom, dodging cadets and instructors the entire way.

When you finally did reach them, all of them were occupied.

"Shit." You mumble to yourself trying to swallow some of it. Your eyes started to tear up from the burning in your mouth when someone opened their door.

Without hesitation, you literally grab them, not even sure who it is, and throw them out of your way. You were pretty sure that they yelled something at you, but you didn't care. You didn't even close the door as you leaned over the toilet and threw up.

It felt like you were going to eventually cough out an organ when you finally calmed down.

"(Y/n)."  A soft yet deep voice called from your side. Whoever was there, and you had a feeling you knew who, was gripping your shoulder and holding your hair back. They must have been there for a while.

" go away." You say in a hoarse voice.

"But why?" They asked genuinely concerned and hurt. By then you were certain of who it was.

"Because I said so Bertholdt." You say angrily, your voice picking up strength, and use your sleeve to wipe your mouth.

"But you look very sick."

This time you snap your head around to look at him. He was giving you the puppy dog eyes that seemed to always seemed to get to you, even when he didn't mean them to. But they weren't working. Well, they were, but not as well as they normally would.

"I'm not sick! Go away!" You yell, though you weren't sure why. You actually wanted someone to be with you, but then everyone always started asking questions. Still, you push him back.

"Please, (y/n). I just want to be by your side." He said with a hurt tone.

"I don't need anyone." You mumble. You stand up quickly, maybe a little to quick because you got dizzy, and stormed out of the small room.

"(Y/n). Stop." Bertholdt called and tried to get a grip on your shoulder, but you easily shook it off and ran over to where you thought was a more solitary area.

"(Y/n), I seriously don't think you are okay enough to be alone."

"What's that suppose to mean?" You tell at him. He flinched and looked back at you, this time with a little flame, well more like a match flame, burning in his eyes.

"It means that you could get hurt and since you want to be alone, nobody would know where you would've gone, and if it was serious enough you could fit, and I don't think that I could bare it if anybody else died today." He rambled. He cheeks where slightly red.

"Then why you? Why do you have to be near me?" You ask softly, not wanting to seen like you were actually upset or sick or anything.

"Well, I just want to be the one by your side." He muttered, the redness getting darker and starting to affect his ears.

Whatever. I don't need anyone, was what one side was thinking and we could do do it. Right here, right now was going through the other. If you mix that together you guessed that's where your answer would be.

"Alright. But on one condition. No touchy."

He smiled. "I can do that."

"Great." You say and sat down.

"Luckily you never said anything about forcing you to eat." He pointed out.

"None of that either."

"But you said one  condition. That makes two." He pointed out.

" You suck." You growl. "Fine. Touch but not too much. And I will only eat good stuff. Half of both taken off to make one."

"That's cheating" Bertholdt tried to argue.

"Ah-ah-ah. One or the other. Take it out leave it." You smirk and wave your finger.

"Fine. Take it." He said grumpily and slid down the wall to sit next to you. He took your small hand in his huge seme looking ones and held it tightly.

You give him a pointed look, but he said simple, "this is the only way I can stay by your side." With a cute little smile that broke you.

You sigh and lean you head against his shoulder.

"As long as you don't let go."

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^the lamest, cheesiest finish ever, but I got it done. Cause y'know it's been a month since I updated and I felt bad and boom.

But I got done before my personal due date so that's a plus.

Also, I'm still getting ready for another project which will contain much, much more smutty sorts stuff, do it's going to be held back for a while.

But yeah. That's it. I'll try not to take as long with the next update. Notice try.