idk this isn't me getting angry about something so you might not want to read it but i guessed this would reach the most amount of people
and i just wanted to apologise.
i've had a couple of people comment on the amount of followers i have and say something along the lines of 'it took me a year!'
(if you did i'm not being mean like you can say that)
i just feel so utterly terrible about it. i know a lot of you have been here much longer than i have and worked so much more for the attention you've had on your books and your follower counts and stuff and idk
i feel like the only reason mine has grown is bc i'm a guy and i know this
and i kind of wish i did have to work for it bc then anything i achieve here as a writer will feel more real? does that make sense?
maybe i'm just listening to too much real friends and getting emotional and worked up for no reason lmao
and this isn't a cry for people to read my stories, by all means don't. i mainly write for me and when people find enjoyment out of something i found enjoying to produce, it makes me happy.
i just wanted to apologise for anyone that worked harder and longer than i did because you deserve everything you have way more than i do as of right now.
ok enough i'm going to shut up now .xo
