like don't get me wrong i love some alone time once in a while
bc u can chill and watch something or listen to music and yeah basically just chill for a little while with yourself and your thoughts
and that's rad and all
but i rlly hate when you don't want to be alone like at all
and you get that lonely feeling in the pit of your stomach somewhere idk how to explain where
but it just grows and develops and you just start feeling lonely
then you can never really get rid of it???
it just, at some point goes?
and it can happen at any time like you could be talking to your friends or even with you friends
and then bam you start feeling lonely
idk about you guys but then i start doubting why people are even my friends/talk to me
then i close up and stop talking to them till that moment where the little ball of loneliness disappears and i reemerge
like
i really hate that little ball of loneliness (am i even spelling this right? probably not idc fu.)
idk maybe no one can relate to this bc i make absolutely zero sense and that's v possible bc do i ever make sense??
this is short bc i can't explain anything
