Tum Bin Jiya Jayye Kaise

Chapter 32

Everyone left to their respective houses after the ceremony.

Anjalis room:

Anjali was crying hugging her knees.

Kaise bataye hum aapko Karan kaise ki hume kya hota hai jab aap hamare saath hote hai. Kaise batayein?? Yakeen nai hota hume ki itna sab kuch hamare saath hone ke bawajud hum toote nai. Hamara pyaar par se bharosa nai utha. Kaise kahe aapse ki sirf aapki wajah se yeh sab hua hai. Pehli baar jab aapko dekha tha tab kya hua tha kaise bataein aapko?? Jab aap paas hote ho sab sahi lagta hai. Jab door jate ho tab..(How do I tell you Karan what happens to me when you are around. I cannot believe that even after everything that happened I did not break. The trust I had in love is still intact. How can I tell you that it is all because of you. How can I tell you what had happened to me when I saw you for the first time. When you are near everything feels so right. When you are far)

Tab kuch bhi sahi nahi lagta. Jab hasti ho toh mere dil ko sukkon milta hai. Jab roti ho toh dil pe hazaar goliyaa chal jati hai. Har roz sapne mein tum aati ho. Har waqt sirf tum hi tum dikhte ho. Jab tum nahi the toh kuch bhi achha nai lagta tha. Tumhare aane ka intezaar tha. Kaise kahu kaise ki haa mujhe ho gayya hai tumse pyaar. Kaise batau meri kya majboori hai. Kaise..(Nothing feels right. Your laughter gives peace to my heart. When you cry it feels as if someone has shot 1000 bullets on my heart. I dream of you everyday. I always see you around no matter where I am. When you were not around nothing felt good. I was waiting for you. How can I tell you that I love you.) Karan said sitting in front of her holding her hands looking directly into her eyes with his eyes having tears.

Yahi Kehna chahti thi na Anjali???(This is what you wanted to tell me right??) Karan asked smiling with tears.

Tumhe kaise(How did you??) Anjali asked tears still running out of her eyes.

Kyunki jo tum mehsoos karti ho wohh mein bhi karta hoon. Jo tum kehna chahti ho wohh mein bhi kehna chahta hoon.(Because whatever you fell I feel the same way. Whatever you wanted to say even I wanted to tell you) Karan said wiping her tears.

Anjali just looked at him as if she was dreaming. She just stared at him without blinking as if he will vanish if she blinks.

Karan understood and kissed her forehead saying that he is right here with her.

Anjali came into her senses and got up.

Aap yaha kya kar rahe hai?? Aap yaha kaise aaye?? Chale jaiye yaha se. Hume aapse koi baat nai karni(What are you doing here?? How did you come here?? Go away I dont want to talk to you) Anjali said tears still flowing out of her eyes..

Karan smiled and stood in front of her. He lifted her chin up making her look directly into his eyes.

Kya chahti ho tum Anjali?? Chala jaau mein tumhe chod kar?? Meri pari ko chod kar??(What do you want anjali?? Do you want me to leave you and my Angel??) He said placing his hands on her belly which made a current pass through her body.

Yeh mera bacha hai tumhara nahi. Chale jaao Karan. Mat aao mere kareeb. Kuch nahi milega dard ke alawa. Nahi hai himmat mujhme ab. Toot chuki hu Karan. Ghin aati hai mujhe khud par ki kaise bharosa kar liya meine uss par. Itna andha vishwas kaise kar liya meine?? Kaise.(This is my child. Leave karan. Dont come near me. You will get nothing but pain. I cannot do it no more. I hate myself for trusting him. How could I be soo blind how??) Anjali said crying with her hands on her face.

Yeh tum keh rahi ho Anjali?? Jisne bina dare uss aadmi ka saamna kiya. Jisne sab se zyada himmat dikhayi. Jo Lady dabbang hai??(You are saying this Anjali?? Who faced that guy without fear. Who showed so much courage. Who is a Lady Dabbang??) Karan said chukling