As I wake up from my alarm clock just in time as I finished my homework I smiled. Today I am going to put on a smile and hold me head up like always since I was 5. As I pressed to stop the alarm I went into the bathroom and liked the door and took a nice long hot shower and came out smiling with a towel in my head and around my body. I was brushing my teeth as I looked for an outfit to wear. As I choose a black tank top with a dark blue skirt, then my laced gloves that cover half my arms, knees high socks and converse that reach just below the knee. I smile as I start drying off an smiles as I finish getting dressed, puts a little make up on and walks downstairs and grabs y keys and drives to school. As I walk through the gates and into the classroom after I went to my locker I see Kaylee and Scott and I almost vomit like literally. As I take my seat I put my head phones in and before I put the other one in Scott touches me. "What?" I Aya looking at him with no emotion. "Seems you haven't been at school past couple of days why?" I look at him and smiles and Starts listening to my music. As I turn in my homework for every class I smile. As I walk to linch I smile as I walk outside eating nothing and then I see Scott and Kaylee and I groan. "Hey!" She says and I move away again and hey follow me and I growl. "Why are you following me!?!" I snap at them. "Because we are your friends!" I laugh and slaps her and Scott pushes me. As I hit the ground he gasps and is at my side in a second. I push away from him and hits my head again. I start crying losing my cool as grabs my bag and starts walking home. I didn't care I it was I the middle of school. When I walked through the door mom and dad looked at me. "He pushed me after u slapped that bitch cause she thought we were and are friends" I say as tears run down my face. My mom hugs me and my dad growls. "You won't hurt him dad because if you do then you hurt me as well" I look him in the eye and he sighs and gives me a bear hug but gentle. As I walk to my room and look at my phone Samantha texted me over and over again. As I texted back she said that her and same were doing fine.
(S is same and J is Julles)
J: how's everything going?
S: Fine but I am a little crabby lately
J: Are you prego?
S: .......
J: WHAT!! YOUR PREGNANT!!!!
S: Yeah I am happy tho because it is Sam hold and I love him....
J: Well my mate said he wanted a brake
S: WHAT!! I AM GOING TO KILL HIM!!!
J: lol well I am going to go eat bye
S: bye girl get better
And then it ended. I lied. I never eat anymore because I am to depressed to care wether I live or die. I don't have a life if I can't have my mate.... I would rather die then live without my mate. Knowing that I lost him to my ex friend....
