Mr. Kiss My Ass (Text)

Chapter 24

Baek: Did you and Jongin do the good stuff?

Soo: What's that supposed to mean?

Baek: Sexting

Soo: Not really...

Baek: Didn't you read the group?

Soo: I did

Soo: I feel awkward about it

Baek: Why?

Soo: Jongin touched himself because of what I said to him. It's weird.

Baek: Didn't you feel excited too then?

Soo: Kinda yeah. Why am I sharing this with you?

Baek: Did you talk about it with him?

Soo: No. I am ignoring him.

Baek: Oh shit. Do you feel that bad?

Soo: It came too close.

Baek: Oh honey. Jongin's not like that asshole. Chanyeol knows him well and he would never lie to me about this.

Soo: I am afraid I'll give everything again and then have to watch him leave.

Baek: Does he know this?

Soo: Yeah probably. But there are things I haven't told him.

Baek: You mean your hand?

Soo: How do you know that?

Baek: He once asked me about it but I told him I couldn't tell him.

Soo: It's hard to tell him how it happened and about the pain. I will just be a burden. 

Baek: No you will not be.

Baek: Meet up with him and see how he reacts. That's the only way.

Soo: Not yet.

Baek: Sometimes you just need to push yourself to go forward or else you'll stay stuck.

Soo: I just can't

Baek: At least talk to the poor guy

Soo: Okay

Baek: Don't be too hard on him and yourself

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Soo: Hey sorry for not replying earlier.

Nini: What's wrong?

Nini: I know you were online but ignoring me. What did I do wrong?

Soo: It's not you

Nini: I pushed you into talking like that didn't I?

Soo: No. I meant every word I said but I got scared.

Nini: Why?

Soo: I am scared I'll give you all of me and then you'll leave me.

Nini: Why would I leave you?

Soo: My ex didn't have a valid reason either.

Nini: I am not your ex baby

Soo: I know. It's hard to believe someone would treat me different tho.

Nini: It's something you need to experience.

Soo: I guess you are right

Nini: So that was a bad idea huh?

Soo: Nah

Nini: I enjoyed it tho

Soo: Yeah I found out in the group.

Nini: Ehm yeah. Sorry about that.

Soo: Do I arouse you that much just by words? Or are you thinking of someone else?

Nini: Gosh no. I have my bf on my mind ;)

Soo: Good

Nini: Did you think it was awkward or did you secretly enjoy it a little bit?

Soo: Hmm I think I kinda liked it.

Nini: Ooh O_o

Soo: My mom is taking me and the others to the mall tomorrow. I really don't wanna go.

Nini: Why not?

Soo: Cause I'll be walking behind constantly while my brother is shopping and everyone will act like they want me there.

Nini: Why wouldn't they?

Soo: I guess my mother cares but she's still in denial about my sexuality and treats me like I am a lying kid.

Nini: Wow. I am gonna find out where you live and then kidnap you.

Soo: Haha

Nini: Soo, please give me a chance to show you that I am not like your ex.

Soo: How?

Nini: I'll proof it somehow. You just have to let me in.

Soo: Idk

Nini: I promise you

Soo: Okay then.

Soo: I trust you