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" She was a day tripper,
a one-way ticket, yeah.
It took me so long
to find out,
and I found out. "===============================
The next morning, I shot my eyes open immediately seeing John straddling over me, his nose nearly touching mine.
How sweet.
I squinted my eyes and sighed.
"G'mornin'." John smiled, resting his head on his hand.
"Oh! ...Yer up?" I asked, with a yawn.
He leaned over to me and kissed my cheek, "Are ye shocked?"
"It's jus that... I'm always the first one up, what kinda alternate universe is this?" I asked, shaking my head.
"The one where ye wake up at..." John checked his watch, "11:28."
My eyes widened, "Shit! H- How?"
John chuckled, "Did ye forget abou' what we did last night, Macca?"
I thought for a moment and then it hit me. I didn't really consider the fact that taking acid can mess with your sleep that much. The experience was enlightening, though. It made me feel like John and I had a deeper connection with one another, having our first psychedelic trip together.
"Right." I nodded, "Do ye have anymore of that stuff?"
"Course, I do. Dunno if or... when we can trip again, though..." John said, rolling off of me. "Was a bit reckless of me to get it in the first place."
"Oh, please, ye and I both know it won't be the last time." I laughed against his shoulder. "It was... definitely something."
"Why did ye even get it? And more importantly, how?!" I asked, sitting up from the pillows.
John scratched the back of his head and chuckled, "Well... it's a lot. First of all, I got it from a man in the saloon. I went back there after ye and that bird went and got tea." John explained.
"And why, exactly?" I asked, leaning closer to the boy.
"That's the kicker." He chuckled.
"Tell me, Johnny." I asked nicely.
He sighed and recollected his thoughts and words together, "I... I was jealous. And quite bored."
"What?! Really?! No! I would've never guessed! 'Specially after ye told Linda ye and I sleep together." I joked.
"What?! I would never!" John furrowed his brows.
"Well, ye did. Ask her yerself." I laughed.
"I- Whatever. Anyroad, I was jealous and needed something to forget abou' the fact ye were out wi' a bird. Even if it was all friendly, it still hurt me a tad, Macca." John sighed, staring down at the foot of the bed. "I know it's stupid of me to be jealous over something so small, but I couldn't help it."
"John... I'm so sorry, love, I didn't know it was this serious. I knew ye were a tad jealous, but I didn't think much of it. Ye should've told me abou' yer feelings." I wrapped my arms around his torso and kissed his cheek. "If I knew ye were hurting so bad, I would've told her to take a hike!"
"I know that, Macca, but I jus couldn't. Ye'd be so worried! ...So, I bought acid from that guy... and... and I went home - The rest is history." John said, reclining back into the bed. "S'not exactly my proudest moment, ye know? It's also quite hard to remember every little detail, anyroad."
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Blackbird // Mclennon
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING: contains child abuse, homophobic slurs, drug/alcohol use and NSFW content. ====================================== "Blackbird singing in the dead of night, take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life you were only waitin...